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[posion_girl]

today..i dont exactly know how to explain today..it just kind of went by..flowed sort of..it sucked and it was stupid..and i was unhappy.

today way just one of those days where i just wanted to say bah to everyone. or something like bah. just because i didnt really have anything else to say? maybe i just didnt want to say anything else to anyone

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[anonymous]

well i must say, you are quite the writer, almost as good as me (jk), no you're better. just thought i'd say a little quick something. that there is NOTHING pathetic about you, so what you feel like you depend on people or... something right now, you're 15 you're supposed to. and i think that some day you're going to be more independent than anyone you probably know, you've been through alot in your life, that basically means that you've been trained well by yourself on how to deal with disappointment, which not many other teens know how to do. that being said and knowning that, when teens just the opposite of you get out into the real world some day, they will be so used to having a perfectly happy life and not putting up with disappointment that they will crack under something that they've never experienced before, that something is called STRESS, and they will run like little school girls who have just seen a scary movie or something stupid like that, back to where they depend on everything else again, THEY will NEVER be fully

[posion_girl]

see at first i wasnt sure who this was but as soon as i saw the shoe comment i knew! lol..thank you for saying all of that it helped..you're wonderful and i love you i hope i see you sooooonnnnn!

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[xmondojeff]

omfgz. please i remember that fuckin stage of life i guess, whatever you wish to call it. i guess that happens to people who need that "reality check" reality checks are really fuckin illusions. that whole dependdency issue. another illusion. really. don't drown in thoughts that don't effect you. the more you make them seem real, the more you'll struggle to find out what it all means. and then come crumlbing down again. it really is so silly. but not like that trix rabbit. anyways yeah. feeling needs is something society develops to increase the actual mentaility of wanting something or someone. for instance love. that would be my best example or even money another good symbol society uses to create the demand for it. don't worry things will be ok ^_^ *gives your happy meal* eat it and feel happy. damnit.
*hugs*

-jeff

[posion_girl]

*eats happy meal* thankies *huggz* <33

god..

[anonymous]

Get over yourself,my god, I don't even know you. but jesus, I've been reading your journal since the beginning, and my god.. you are s.0.o.0.o self obsorbed I could spit!!! God.. Get over yourself!! Trust me, I know how Depression feels, I've been battling it myself for 7 years. Ya.. I felt the same way, but the difference is I wasn't so into it. I mean really.... do you think that by sitting here whining about how your so depressed and how you don't know what to do, is going to make your life any better? Jesus Christ.. Get over yourself and realize that Life is Life, Whatever is handed to you, take it, and succeed with what you have. You won't be able to depend on yourself if all you do is sit here and pity yourself and look for other people to pity you. Go out there, and do something about it. If you don't have a job.. get one, That's your first step, going out and doing something that will help you become more dependant on yourself. Your afraid of what life's going to hand you, which is fine, but don't sit on this damn thing and be

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[posion_girl]

if you dont know me then dont tell me how to deal with my emotions. if you dont know me then how do you know what im really like? by reading my journal? thats not even half of me. if you dont know me dont waste your time giving me "advie". deal with the people you do know and leave me alone.

Re: god..

[anonymous]

Because, one day, you are just going to get the hardest slap across the face, and your going to be in shock of what the real world is. And What's all this crap about, I complain alot, but I can, I'm 15 and I have depression, HOLY SHIT what do you think? Your age and your emotional status allows you to be a whiney bitch? NO! It doesn't! Jesus I feel bad for your friends. How the hell do they put up with this?? I would never talk to you again because you are the whinest bitch I have ever read about. You say that is only half of it?? WHAT THE FUCK IS THE REST?? IT GETS WORSE? holy shit, talking about a fucking reality check my god! ha! ya I'm not going to waste my time anymore, good bye you frikin stuck up piece of whiney shit