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anonymous
October 11 2008, 20:48:49 UTC
My current events may have some usable advice inside. On september 3rd I was offered some free drinks and went on a fantastic barhop with a "buddy" I also was on the patch in a 4th or 5th attempt this year to quit smoking, I was on an empty stomach and enjoying lots of cheer beer all around redmond and kirkland. I was at waldos when I lost consciousness while standing up and smoking a cigerete (while on the patch) the right side of my face broke the fall, particularly in the temple/eyebrow ridge area. If it wasnt for some nice individual kidnapping me into a car I would of succeeded in walking off full of adrenaline with blood spurting out of my head/lip nose. When I woke up the first thing that happened was my fingers instinctively shot into my mouth to check for missing/broken teeth. I wrapped my hand in ace bandage covered around 12 areas of my body in bandaids and felt like hell for 2 weeks. That day was the last time I smoked a cigerete or drank or did drugs of any kind. I have a nice lump/calcium deposit where I fell on my
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Re: formerly similarpositions_October 11 2008, 21:24:00 UTC
you still read my livejournal you crazy fool! thanks for your words of advice. the 12 steps are working great for me... i suffer a spiritual sickness... not a physical one.
fyi im on my way to 8th and 9th (amends).
i hope you are doing well and i will be in contact with you soon.
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anonymous
October 15 2008, 21:18:16 UTC
You wont be in contact with me soon because I offer no available lines of communication. if your lungs are sick your spirit is sick. Gotta quit the smoking nearly a pack a day is it? If you have any self respect you'l get away from smokers and from smoking and you'l maybe form a reasonable goal of living a thousand years or so.
why didnt i need steps? steps are just a crutch, real life has nothing to do with a 12 steps, 12 steps will take me from one book in the library to another it wont take me from a shack to a castle.
the second you put something else between you and your beleif system you give up your right to have a healthy soul to begin with.
Im gonna try not to read in no more but just please think about what ive just said here.
Re: formerly similarpositions_October 16 2008, 15:48:16 UTC
mmk justice. so im gonna quit smoking and eating sugar and wheat and whatever right? then im going to be completely healthy, capable of having completely functional relationships, my success is just going to sky rocket... the emotional baggage and wreckage of my past is just going to *poof* disappear and all of a sudden im going to be completely sane! right? no way am i going to hang on to resentments, nor am i ever going to be dishonest, nor will i ever harm another individual again.
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ANYWAYS can i go see lucy with you cuz i actually wanna see it. im gonna go next weekend. like a week from today or something.
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fyi im on my way to 8th and 9th (amends).
i hope you are doing well and i will be in contact with you soon.
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why didnt i need steps? steps are just a crutch, real life has nothing to do with a 12 steps, 12 steps will take me from one book in the library to another it wont take me from a shack to a castle.
the second you put something else between you and your beleif system you give up your right to have a healthy soul to begin with.
Im gonna try not to read in no more but just please think about what ive just said here.
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