I hate my brother!!! i hate to "hate" someone, but right now that is all i can think. I cant take him any longer. I cant take his pestering, belittling, his attacking, and cruelty. Never before has my relationship with him been like this. We were really close, and we got along great. It absolutly breaks my heart when i cant even talk to him, ( Read more... )

Jenna Mas-in-the-face is coming to SD. yay!!!! she is coming with her lover, andrew, i get to finally meet him. we's gonna have some fun!!! im goin to the gym tomorrow at 7:30 then to work at 10:00...woooweee. im gonna go pop some pills and hit the sack...later.

My Legs feel like JELLO, its hard to walk. its because i took a clonaz, and i havnt taken one in a while. so jenna might come on fri, and i am so totally excited...like you dont even know ( Read more... )

Ive been talking to jenna almost everyday ( Read more... )

its raining in san diego. riiight. im in the library with heather working on her health proj. i did my nutritional analysis yesturday and was not happy about the results....no sir! Im a fatty, or i eat like a fatty. Im almost over 2000 cals a day, and 114% of my diet consists of carbs!! I gotta eat better from now on. Im gonna end up having a ( Read more... )

Im watching boy meets world, and Sean has this pig....its making me really want a pig! They have little belly's, and i love bellys!!! im gonna find out how one gets ahold of the pig...hmm ( Read more... )

Im so emotionaly attached....

I need to meet some good boys...with substance.

Im home now. Im leaving tomorrow morning though. short stay. its good though, i want to go back. its weird being here, only because so many old thoughts are racing through my head. i hate it. i wish i could just forget about so much, but i cant. I realize though that i have to get my shit together. i have to tie up all these silly loose ( Read more... )

HOLLA ( Read more... )

JENNA'S HERE!!! SCORE!