well, well, well, im finaly deciding to write again... not like anyone really pays attention to this shit anyways.... but still... i guess im writing for myself mostly. but these past few months have been awesome... just a week or so ago, i went to Cali for the first time. it was amazing, had an awesome time with my Melon! (aka jennie) and i'm ( Read more... )

well, its been a long while.... alot of crazy shit has heppend to me, no more school, only at night.... gets kinda lonesome when no one is here, my dad had been on a lot of trips in the last few months.... me and Jennie have been chillen alot lately... been to movies, and gone places.... no much human contact other than her and Matt... which is ( Read more... )

ahh, its like 2:15 am... and I can't sleep. I have no idea why. I think I just have a lot on my mind... I dunno. Man, lately i've been feeling kinda weird, I don't know if it's a bad weird or a good wierd. But all I know is that it should go away. Anyways... my weekend, was pretty boring except for Friday, when I got to see Matt, and chill with ( Read more... )

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i feel like i could just die... but now all i can think about is him, how i hurt him, how i made him feel, how much i wish i could take it all back... but i love him so much, i would die if i didnt have him... and now.. i feel like im slowly starting to fade away... i dont think i have love anyone this much before, and there i go fucking things up ( Read more... )

For, you see, each day I love you more,
Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.

- Rosemonde Gérard, "L'Éternelle Chanson" -


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::Siffle:: This will be the first weekend i wont get to see Matt, which is kinda depressing... but im not going to go on to much about it. Just that it kinda makes me wanna cry... but anyways... i'll get over it. Maybe im just over reacting... and being stupid. Im happy that he is going to be able to spend time with his friends, and go and skate. ( Read more... )

Well, today was pretty boring, except for the last part of my day... first part was pretty boring, went to school, slept, didnt feel good, watched a movie. Then after 7th pd (like always) i went across the street to hang out with Jennie. We chilled there for a while, and Whyith showed up and he took us to Chick Fa Lay!! it was so good, but when ( Read more... )