The walk home from the cemetary with Spike and Xander gave me alot of time to think. One minute I'm patrolling, ready to kill any vamp that crosses my path, And the one that does cross my path I'm ready to....well...you know ( Read more... )

"I have a house on Park Place.... So that's a nice 75 dolars for me," Willow said. "That is SO not a house!" I exclaimed. "Sure is. Thats what the green things are," Willow said. "Oh.... Okay... Did you say 60 dolars?" I asked, defeated. "Nice try, missy. 75 dolars," Willow said as a grin the size of the Sunnydale crater spread across our faces ( Read more... )

Buffy had gone out patrolling. Kinda figured, really. She'd opened up to me just a couple of hours ago, then quickly remembered that she had to be elsewhere. Not that I blamed her, of course; she may not be the Slayer anymore, but old habits were hard to break. And, besides, it was much easier to run off and hide behind big bad vampires than to ( Read more... )

He's back. Bleach boy died and came back. Well,Doesn't everyone, nowadays? I thought. Buff still seems into him too. After what he did,how can she be. "I don't like this, I don't like this one bit," I muttered to myself. I began pacing. Is he still obbsessed with her? I wondered. Worse yet... Is she in LOVE with him? Thoughts rampaged ( Read more... )

I stood up, after hearing Xander's voice, pulling Spike up with me ( Read more... )

Wow, the buffster has been gone a long time, I thought. I turned to look at the freaky little cat clock Giles had in the kitchen. It was 8:37. She left around 7 o'clock. Okay, Let's see that's only an hour I thought. No, Wait! That's an hour and I half, I silently corrected myself. Math has never been my strongest point. "Did Buffy say where she ( Read more... )

It was a long flight, my stomach tied in knots, looking at the dark land of America disappearing into a night-black sea, and then only thousands of miles of water before we touched land again. Flying creeps me out. I guess it's my age. Can't get used to something this unnatural, which is sort of funny, given what I am ( Read more... )

I didn't wake up until about 2:00 today...couldn't pull myself out of bed. It didnt help that I couldn't stop thinking about my Spike dream. Spike feeding on me. He wouldn't ever do that, would he? The scary thing is...I wanted it. That dream was so real, I felt every bit of it. And I also felt the desire. Feeling his fangs in my skin. ( Read more... )

"Miss me?" I ask, smiling slightly, but even so I felt that great need, that feeling I always got when she was near to me. Wanting to touch her, know she's near ( Read more... )

Yeah... Okay, I knew buffy had denial problems about Spikes death, but WOW. I was on the phone trying to find out what tonight's homework was when I heard Buffy scream, "SPIKE!" "Brit, I'll have to call you back," I said huridley. I slammed the hideous aquamarine phone down and ran down the rickety stairs to find Buffy sitting on the couch ( Read more... )