Things are finally starting to feel normal again. Chris and I are more in love than every before. Seriously, I love him more than I ever thought I could. I don't know what I'd do without him. I'm so happy that we're hanging out every day again. I missed this so much and now I'm enjoying it as much as I can.

I'm done with drugs. Seriously. It's one of those things that I always thought would be a part of me. But when I think about it, I don't want it to be. I'm sick of all the shit that it causes. Yes I'm still gonna smoke on rare occasions. And don't worry guys, I'll do e for senior cut day if we're doing that. But other than that, I'm done. I can't ( Read more... )

I miss the way things used to be. I don't like having to visit my boyfriend in his jail cell of a house. I just wish good things would stop getting fucked up. It always seems like just as something's going perfectly it all comes crashing.

This has been the longest 9 days of my life..

I miss him so much.

Him: "Baby, let's get married and sell drugs."
Me: "Okay."
Him: "Okay?"
Me: "Mhm, sure."
Him: "Good"

I really love this boy

So a little over a week ago, me and chris had sex. No biggie, we do that pretty much every day. Buuuut, he came inside me. Here's the thing with Chris..because of his meds it's really hard for him to cum so he almost never does. So we were like eh whatever it's just gonna be a quickie, we wont even use a condom. But of course, just my luck, this ( Read more... )

i can't take it. i wish he could just move on. this is the away message he has up ( Read more... )

ever feel like you love someone much more than they love you?

I'm in lovee, really. When Michael and I first broke up, I honestly felt like if I ever fell in love with someone else that it wouldn't be for a looooooooong time. But I've proven myself wrong once again. I just wish he would stop pushing things over the limit. I've learned that it's okay to push things a little. It adds fun when you make things ( Read more... )

I've been doing so much lately and not updating enough. I'm gonna sound like a broken record, but I really like chris. oy vey. I hung out with kyle and mike yesterday. That was fun, we got really high and they screamed songs as usual. I missed them a lot so I was glad we got to hang out. I love working at gamestop. I could never work at a place ( Read more... )