"sleeping in and we're nowhere near the weekend
waking up inside a basement with my best friends
and we chased our dreams from 9 to 5
but when the sun goes down is when we felt alive"

there's a past/future tense issue there but I forgive.

I can't wait for summer!!!!
I'm so sick of studying.

Semester's almost over... scarry ( Read more... )

1. You've watched PSTV while drunk ( Read more... )

i dont know what to say...
I feel guilty. Sooooooooooo guilty. I keep unloading all my problems on sean, and he's got problems too and it's stressing him out.. I feel terrible... I'm sorry...

Sean made me a surprise :D it was awesome. I have the best friends ever. :D
My sims are lost....

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I've been having dreams about stuff so I'm sleeping alone tongight and hopefully getting over it.

MyVeryOwnCult101 (10:32:01 PM): lets flunk out of college and move to canada ( Read more... )

I had a horrible day. I don't even want to talk about it or think about it or aknowledge it's existance after this moment but all I wanted was to do was sit around and be normal with sean but he's dead for now and he has a date later so that's not going to happen. I don't blame him or anything, if that's what it sounded like. I feel like shit.

lots has happened. the biggest part I can't even say. It's gotten to the point where I avoid becoming overwhelmed by things by not thinking about them or saying them outloud. In general pretending they don't exist. not healthy. but effective.ugh. tired. go sleep now.