i am in his line of fire; but only because i have put myself there.  I can feel the weight of his eyes and smell the bitter pints knocked back on his breath when he speaks lowly in my ear with nothing to say. We laughed at something that has gone unspoken and the regulars laugh at something I’m sorry I missed; one nodding off at his can of Pabst.  
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it's so weird how life is like a boomerang somtimes.  my cat keeps following jake home, i think he's in love. i love it when i love being me. especially when i just hated it, right?   me and paul get to paint a mural on the outside of juniors. oh man. sleep it good. so are other stuffs. anyway, yeah

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so,
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Jake found my bird neclace
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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montana:
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we should see the scary one with donnie darko in it, i mean, bubble boy, no wait, that one gay cowboy....anyway, he's sexy, it's scary, we can't loose
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i've got a fevah, and the only presription, is more cow bell

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doin good, going to AA type meetings, tryin to stay off the booze, it's strange how you can think you are in complete control unitil the first time you say "no thanks" then its like thirsty got re envented. it's fuckin hard. shit. i fucked up pretty royaly but i'm tryin to get my shit straight and i feel like i'm goin looney tunes. ive just gotta ( Read more... )

emily what the fuck is your phone number