it's not that i don't want you in my life anymore... it's just that i don't want to give you any fuel to say mean and nasty things about me like you were. that's all.
anyone can be who you want them to be, they just have to want that, too. it's a case of finding that person, the one willing to change for you under their own free will to show how much they love you. but on the other side of that, you'd love them unconditionally in that situation and they wouldn't need to change. but that's impossible because no one is perfect.
i can't be myself. i'm so fake there is none of me to be.
we can talk if you want, but i'm not starting it because it's all you. you didn't want to be friends anymore, you don't want to apologize for those mean things, you don't think it'll work.
it's not that i didn't want to be friends anymore. it's that i didn't want to hurt you. because i know what i did was wrong. so i removed myself from your life.
i won't be able to do it if you're stand-offish...you're scary...when you're mad....
silly, you started it by posting this. if you hadn't posted this, i would have just gone on believing you would rather chop my head off with a steak knife than ever see me again.
yea, well i felt like i was giving off the wrong impression. i don't hate you, i just hate the way you think you can get away with being a bitch to me.
and i'll be mad for a very long time, and stand-offish for a longer time. it's just the way i deal with things.
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be yourself.
i am definitely, absolutely, in the most in-your-face way possible, learning my lesson.
no one can be who i want them to be. just like i refuse to be someone else for anyone. i hink i know that now.
i miss you so much.
we should talk sometime...
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i can't be myself. i'm so fake there is none of me to be.
we can talk if you want, but i'm not starting it because it's all you. you didn't want to be friends anymore, you don't want to apologize for those mean things, you don't think it'll work.
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i won't be able to do it if you're stand-offish...you're scary...when you're mad....
silly, you started it by posting this. if you hadn't posted this, i would have just gone on believing you would rather chop my head off with a steak knife than ever see me again.
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and i'll be mad for a very long time, and stand-offish for a longer time. it's just the way i deal with things.
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