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Sep 26, 2005 22:26

Well... Crying seems to be something i favor lately. I just start thinking about it and i cry. They think I'm just kidding but I'm not I know its sounds horrible and 2302334 people will comment disagree but I think I'm and idiot and I have a bunch of events to back me up. Eventhough they don't want to admit it I know my mom and my brother are some ( Read more... )

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lilynthavally September 27 2005, 02:57:33 UTC
CRY d*** IT! (i dont cuss) ehh girl .. i feel ya. somtimes i just dont wanna get out of bed. actually thats most of the time. and i mean ever. im just like the hell with it. no more life. no more mirrors... and especially nomore people. i totally get ya!... screw those things anyway. lets just live in a fantasy world and sleep forever. (sorry , i sound nutsoooo)

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lilynthavally September 27 2005, 03:01:18 UTC
btw i was jw..kinda

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sheguitarfiend September 27 2005, 03:40:57 UTC
Dude, you're telling me! I cry all the time these days! Ask Jon, he totally had to put up with me BAWLING last night...for no reason, lol. What sucks is that someone managed to leak info about my recent crybaby-ness to my dad, so I had him calling begging me to talk today, when there's really nothing going on in the first place, but then he's all hurt cause I won't tell him all my problems. Yeeeeeshhh ( ... )

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blondie531 September 27 2005, 20:24:47 UTC
liza, i have a FEW THINGS to say to YOU.

first of all, i know we dont know eachother THAT well and not THAT long but let me tell you something. i consider you one of my good friends. even if we dont talk, it never feels awkward. i can not talk to you for 30948734 years and i would still be friends with you and you could just call me and we could laugh.

second, i feel the same way as you do. sometimes my jealousy for others takes total control of me leaving me feeling helpless and just even more depressed.

i know exactly how you feel.. i have friends who ditch me for guys or other friends. i have friends who say they are my friend but dont even talk to me anymore. some of my friends have changed so much that i hardly know them anymore. they have new friends and could care less about me. they deny it, but im not dumb.

ANYWAYS. im always here for you FREAKING CALL ME SOMETIME TO DO SOMETHIN haha k? I LOVE THE LIZAKINS:)

♥♥♥

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kurtis_wth_a_k September 28 2005, 01:47:22 UTC
Ok i read the WHOLE thing...feel lucky ciz i NEVER read anyones whole entry!

anyhoo yeah m not going to make a list of your good points or try and change your opionon of yourself because I know i cant. What I am going to do is tell you this:

I know what you mean and i know how you feel. We are the girl/guy opposites of each other. We both dont like ourselves and want to change. Neither one of us thinks we are anything special or are different at all. We have a sibling who cheers us up, but in the long run really doesnt help with anything. As far as friends seem to go, picking them is just not our best strength! I would really like to write more but im so tired right now i cant remember the rest of the stuff I wanted to say, sorry!.

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