I finally got to sleep last night. Thank you pills. I feel a little it better. Now if I could just get rid of those pesky dreams that haunt me after I wake up ( Read more... )

So here I am back at school and sitting alone in the hallway. I have no idea where I'm suppose to go. Lets see...what happened to me on this break? Hmm...Well they changed my surgery to the 16th because of some insurance problem (dont make me get into it). So it will be next Tuesday ( Read more... )

Since It is Almost time for Christmas and I will be incapacitated from my surgery on friday I will leave my entry with the lyrics to A song that actually expresses my feelings about the Holidays ( Read more... )

Okay alot different. See the cholo wanna-be asshole baled on me and didn't come through with the product. So I tried Brian. He gave me a # to call after six. So I told Michelle and I went to her house. Turns out she though Blacks were the same as Black and Milds, or at least the dumb chick behind the counter did. So Anyway we walked to the park and ( Read more... )

Know why? Because, after school I will get to go to Michelle's house and we will smoke out. With weed and blacks. The good Lord in heaven certainly knows that I need it. After all the things that have been coming at me this month, I certainly need a break from reality. All I know is is that the fucker better come through with my stuff. He forgot ( Read more... )

Thats right, I'm over it. I dunno, Guess I realize that it is no big deal to me anymore. I don't really care. Who gives a shit. I don't, I can't imagine who does. But wasn't that interesting though, how down I was, how low I was feeling inside, it all just brought out the poet in me and I wrote such beautiful words. Sure they sounded like Emily ( Read more... )

Kelly came by last night. Yep, my good ol' friend Kelly Becker. Kelly with usually more than the wind between her legs. Guess who was there this time. Tony. Thats right my ex boyfriend and lover of a year. Tony. My first. Oh and did I mention that they're not just dating, oh no, they are getting married! I did not know what to do when she told me ( Read more... )

I could not sleep at all last night. By the time I woke up Buffy was over, it was this one ( Read more... )

Your Christmas is Most Like: A Christmas Story
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I got through the ACT's in one peice. I'm only freaking out about half the time now, what with the grades and the surgery and the coming onslaught of X-mas. Its just too much for me. I think eighteen is going to be a tough year for me. And the fact that noone likes me. Oh crap, I have that "what am I looking for in a man" essay due tomorrow. Damn, ( Read more... )