The past few days have been just horrible. Maybe God doesn't hate me. Just as I had entitled this journal, I got a call and it was a hang-up. I was 3 minutes late for work this morning. 3 FUCKING MINUTES!! I did get a kick ass parking spot. Isn't that how it always goes? Guess what I did last night guys? I hit a pole and made a dent in my ( Read more... )

God, I am so depressed today. I think I am just going to write whatever I want to in there because I don't think anyone reads this. It's not like I blame them though. Maybe, one day when I have friends I can make them read this LOL. Oh, I don't really feel like writing anymore. My mom asked me if I was on drugs today because I don't have any ( Read more... )

What's up kids? I am not doing shit today but working. I went to my friends Martin and Amber's wedding yesterday. I had to call in sick because I forgot to request it off, oh well. I get to go and see my friend Thomas tomorrow. In case you don't already know, it's one of the few things in my life that brings me joy. I actually think we are ( Read more... )

At one time, like all of you here I assume, I had an avid internet life that flourished. Now, what do I have? A Live Journal that I do at work to keep my mind from wondering into the sick, demented, twisted world that is my thoughts. I about got in a fight with one of my sups the other day. My friend Mary and I were walking to the back of the ( Read more... )

I just really don't have anything to say. All I ever do is talk about my problems and how hard my life is. My life isn't hard. I have a lot of annoyance though. My little sister is home for the weekend. She is in a rehab program for her alcoholism. She's 17. She's also bulemic (sorry I can't spell). I feel sorry for her because she's made ( Read more... )

Just so everyone knows I am bored out of my fucking mind.  This is the second entry I've made today.  I have read some of my friends' live journals and shit like that to try to make the day go by faster.  Today is another day that I have seriously contemplated suicide for at least half the day.  Like I really know why people become drug addicts and ( Read more... )

Well, this one is going to be pretty long because it's my first one and I want ya'll to get to know me. I am going to start out by just letting ya'll know I am a bitch. I try to be nice to people, honestly I do, but they are just so mean to me. It has made me bitter. I had this boy, who I was dating, but I broke up with him. We dated for like ( Read more... )