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Why.
Why do I ALWAYS let Brandon get to me? Whenever I upset him he lashes out at me and tears me down, calling me fake or worse. Telling me I'm boring or that I am going to be alone forever. I really want to be happy, but I think that in order to do so I REALLY need to get completely away from him, and bobby, and Chris and all the bs. I REALLY ( Read more... ) -
Life bites!
All I want to know is...when is it my turn to be happy? So many times I have been screwed over by guys...I thought that this one was different. So when I finally told him that I wanted to seriously date him...he tells me he doesn't feel the same way about me that I did about him. After months of swearing his true love and and promising to come ( Read more... ) -
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Am I a terrible person? Brandon, my ex, just ripped me apart and I can't exactly convince myself that what he said wasn't true. I feel so stupid for wasting 2 and a half years with him. He called me fake because I was appologizing about getting mad about something. I was trying to be his friend, but apparently I am a crap friend. Maybe that's ( Read more... ) -
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So, I was very sad when I realized that pretty much any picture with a memory in it of me and Bobby on Facebook he untagged himself. Meaning that when someone looks at pics of him they will see none that connect him to me. I don't know what happened but it's almost like he HATES me now. What happened to wanting to stay my "best friend". It's ( Read more... ) -
So...
Man. I am seriously lonely and on the verge of depression. I just allowed Brandon to make me sad and I'm crying. I realize he's a jerk, but I feel like all of the people that supported me previously now like him more than me, and I'm not sure exactly why. Is there something wrong with me?
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I am so depressed right now and I feel horribly alone.
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I'm trying to see if this works.
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So...15 days into a 30 day meme I quit. Haha. I have no patience. And no time. I go to school, work on inordinate amounts of reading, and then go to sleep. I even bought the new Camp Halfblood book but can't find the time to read it. *weeps ( Read more... ) -
Day 15
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Day 14: Where you live ( Read more... )