spring break so far...
So my spring break has been all right so far. I got here Friday night and Angela came over to hang out and then Calli and Paul wanted to go to WalMart, so we went with them. Then on Saturday, I woke up early and went with Angela to get a bathing suit at WalMart... It's pretty. Then after that, we met Calli and Paul at Jauna's to play some volleyball... But when we got there, we found out that the court was all messed up and there were no boundaries. So when Kyle, Corey, Philip, Philip's cousin Andrew, and Brittany came to meet us, they looked at the court and decided it wasn't good enough to play on and so they went to Flounder's at Pensacola Beach. Calli, Paul, Angela, and I all went to Angela's house instead and watched "The Girl Next Door." Then, later that night, I went with Kyle to Corey's house. He was having a party but we got there way early so there was no one there. Then when people started showing up, we said "Hello" to some people but then left because we didn't want to stay with all the drunk people. So he just took me home and we watched the rest of "The Three Muskateers" with my dad. Then Kyle went home (it takes him like 40 minutes to drive home... He lives in Pace) because it was getting late. I went to bed pretty early... and woke up fairly early on Sunday to go surfing with Kyle, Angela, Jarrett, April, and her boyfriend Billy. The water was freezing so I didn't actually get in. Angela and April got in (April used my board) and they did all right haha. Billy got in and came out saying that he almost went into shock beause he was so cold. Kyle actually had a shortie wetsuit and for his first time of surfing (he used my board after April), he did REALLY good. I was actually very suprised. But when he got out of the water, he said that he would never do that again. And when I asked him why, he just said that he had no idea what he was doing and that he was getting frustrated and that he didn't know if he was actually doing anything right... I told him that he was doing really well but he thought that we were all sitting on the shore laughing at him... which is totally not true. I was clapping and cheering for him! He was doing WAY better than any of us that went out there (Jarrett and I didn't go in the water cuz it was FREEZING)! But he was still frustrated and said that he didn't want to ever do that again unless there was someone out there teaching him. I felt kinda guilty that I didn't go out there with him but I couldn't have taught him any more than what he had done... And he said that he wasn't upset with me or anything so yea... I just hope he tries again... I think I'm going to go with him by myself one day and just... Go out there and have some fun and try to help him as much as I can. So after that, he came over to my house and I looked up movie times for me and my dad for the movie "Firewall" but they weren't playing until like 7:20 and 10:30 at night and my dad didn't want to go that late... So Kyle and I decided to suggest that we make dinner and rent a movie and my dad agreed. Kyle and I made this awesome chicken stuff that we made during Valentine's Day (and we've made it a few times after that too) and then we rented "Red Eye." April came over later too and ate and watched the movie with the three of us. It was fun because I got to spend the whole day with Kyle... and it felt so normal... It just felt right... I love him so much... (we said "I love you" to each other by the way... lol like two weeks ago maybe...) But yea, after the movie he went home and April slept over. Then on Monday, Kyle came back over and Billy came over so that April wouldn't be lonely. Kyle was sooo bored... He hates just sitting around haha. But then Angela came over and we decided to watch "Fight Club." I had to take a shower in the middle of it though because I was itching all over for some reason... and all sweaty too. So after that I watched the rest of the movie (I'll have to watch it again though lol) and fell asleep on Kyle's lap a few times. Then Angela and I decided that we wanted to go bowling, so I called Calli and she came along with me, Kyle, Angela, and Jarrett (Paul couldn't come because he had some homework to do). We had a lot of fun. We went on base and I bowled a 106 and a 110. I didn't think that I would do that well. But after that, we just went home because Calli had to drive all the way back to Pensacola and she had classes the next day. Then after Angela and Jarrett left, I went with Kyle to Corey's house and played some video games with Kyle, Corey, Joe, and Stephen. Well, I took Corey's spot in Top Spin (tennis) and played doubles on Kyle's team against Stephen and Joe. We beat them too! Haha. I think they were surprised. Then Kyle took me home around 12 in the morning and went back to Corey's so that he wouldn't have to drive all the way back home. He stayed the night there and then this morning (Tuesday) he came over after my dad went to work and we slept for a little while longer. I didn't really sleep that well though cuz I wasn't tired anymore from staying up and waiting for him to turn on his phone (I stayed up from 6:45 to 9AM). He turned it off becuz it was dying and I told him that my dad wasn't going to work until 8 but he actually went way earlier than that. So I missed some sleeping time trying to wait for Kyle to wake up but oh well. But yea, after we woke up (around 11) I did some chores, and then Erin called and invited us to play some volleyball with her and Stephen and some high school peoples at Jauna's. I really didn't want to go at first but Kyle really did and he bugging me about it. I don't know why I didn't want to go... I think it's just cuz I am so self conscious about my body lately becuz I've gained weight and I didn't want anyone to see me. I actually started crying becuz I wanted to go becuz I wanted to have fun and not just sit around all day but then I didn't want to go becuz I just didn't want to be embarrassed in front of everyone and mess up playing volleyball and be stared at cuz I gained weight or something. But I ended up going becuz I told Erin that I would and it was too cold to just play with a bathing suit on anyway... Very windy today. And Michelle called me while I was getting ready and she met us there. I'm glad that I went becuz even though I only hit the ball twice, they were good hits and I had a lot of fun seeing everyone again. I feel like an idiot for even thinking that I wouldn't have had a good time... Becuz I did and I'm glad... Then after volleyball, Kyle, Erin, Stephen, Michelle, Dianna (Michelle's sister... she had to go pick her up from her friend's house and just decided to bring her along), and I all went to Kazbor's to eat. It was just a nice day out... I like being able to see friends all the time. Erin is so funny. I'm glad that she'll be at UCF with me next year (along with Jessica Roberts and Logan... I found out today that they'll be there too). Should be fun! Angela is going to be there too! Omg I can't wait! But yes... After Kazbor's Kyle dropped me off and I did my work out (which I did EXTRA hard... and THREE TIMES as much as I was supposed to), then took a shower. Then, my dad and I went to Sal's and had some pizza. Then, when April came home from Billy's I went over to her house to watch a new episode of "8th and Ocean." I like it. After that April came over and now she is spending the night... We just got back from WalMart (where I bought a necklace and some tanning lotion) where I spent money on stuff that I don't need... I REALLY need to stop that... I plan to stop this month. But yea, tomorrow we are planning on tanning all day pretty much becuz I am not going back to Orlando without a tan. On Thursday I'm supposed to be going to Kyle's house for dinner to meet his mom and step dad... I'm VERY nervous becuz I don't want his mom to not like me... I'm scared that she won't or something... I hope everything goes well... I'll have to tell you how it goes. But yea, we're leaving on Friday becuz Kyle has some homework for Chemistry to do and his computer is in Orlando so we'll be going home a little early but it's all good... I'll be back in like... a month and a half for summer! YAY! Almost done with this year! Let's just hope I can keep my grades up... Okay... well this journal entry is LONG... So I must say that I'm outtie. ♥