Somebody loves me; Public Allies Application Deadline Extended to MAY 15! 

Last night it was decided that I am moving out of mom's house, and into dad's. However, dad is looking to rent the house for the summer, so this may just end up as both of us being homeless together. I wouldn't mind that much at all. What will likely happen is some weeks no one will rent, so we can be at home, but we will have to be ready to up and ( Read more... )

I always feel so silly when I realize what the problem has been. Meaning, when I've been stressed and depressed and can't for the life of me tell what to do about it, and then suddenly I do know what to do, and it's always sudden, I get a little embarrassed. I won't typically tell many people I'm feeling better, because the solution is so simple I' ( Read more... )

It's a minute to midnight as I carefully raise myself; red from the pleasantly blistering tub. I smirk at my naked body, misty in the mirror, and think I look good. Cooked, like a meal. I carefully swab the water out of my ears with a Q-Tip and lightly wonder what other ingenious uses people come up with for these handy little things. I know I use ( Read more... )

 Oh how exciting! An adorable mate who actually likes to do things with his life ( Read more... )

ouch, the soft pink parts of my psyche are weary from being so rudely poked. fool, your hackneyed excuses ring empty in my braincase the way chromium dross would echo a moment too short in a purblind transient's hopeless tin vessel. feed me veracity, or put down the spoon. 

The Green Man cometh, and with him a verve revived flows ethereally through my soma.

Chicago was the most glorious place to be, and its unfortunate that I'm not there right now. 
- To the night. Tuesday Niiight?! On a WEDNESDAY!! 
- Scribble Scrabble!
- Four bottles of red and two and a half women
- Ace, the reclusive biking architect with a penchant ( Read more... )

 Today tasted like dirt. I slept all day even though I have a billion and a half things to do. I really don't care though. Not today.

I had an incredible stress attack on thursday which lasted about 17 hours. My pulse in my throat was pounding so much that you could see it, I was shaking and rubbing my fingers until they were red and sore. I ( Read more... )

Aw, balls. What the fuck. I am occasionally in love with you, but you don't care. You know why? Cause you're young and you're getting sex somewhere so its all good right? Wrong ( Read more... )

Sometimes I get really afraid that I am truly about to lose my mind.