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[pottstonya]

I went to the doctor today. I'm not doing to great these days. I'm getting scared about my health. I am waiting on test results about how active my lupus is with this flare up and if it has done any organ damage. I know my lungs are damaged permanently but the test is to check for kidney and heart involvement. I feel and look like crap. I'm not the

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[walkertxkitty]

I'll send some positive thoughts your way.

I know about organ damage. I'm on so many medications which impact liver function that it terrifies me any time something else goes wrong with the body. I already have decreased liver function but my kidneys fortunately remain in good shape.

Take care!

[pottstonya]

Thanks Sister for the well wishes and kind words. We will all get through this.

[celestialfae]

{{{{{hugs}}}}}
Take care!
If you need to talk, we are here for ya!

[pottstonya]

Thank you. The only thing that scares me is I might die before my daughter comes around. If someone could die of a broken heart I'd already be dead. I know that something could happen to her or me like a wreck or anything but I just am so sad to have this thing that has torn my family apart not resolved. I do reach out to her when ever possible. She's just not quite ready. I know she knows I love her more than anything because I've tried so hard for so long to patch things up. So I wait till she's ready and pray its not too late.