For those of you who haven’t heard, my brother David and his friend George died in a car crash this Friday around 1:40 AM. I don’t think either of them had to go through much pain. From what we know they were dead almost instantly. As I have said to some of you earlier, I will post their funerals here for you as soon as we know when they’ll be ( Read more... )

We have lots of people thinking about us. Not just phone companies and businesses that daydream about their future with our wallets, but friends of ours or our families ( Read more... )

We don’t like ourselves when we buy packages ourselves; when we cave in. It feels great and we feel so bad about it. Rotting around the house getting nothing done because of it. We sit on it and think on it more than the rest. We get pretty self directed and we just feel the more important for what we see as introspective and glorified in some ( Read more... )

I like girls that are go-getters. I like chicks that are excited and want to do things. I like people like that in general. I guess I like guys like that too. I like dudes that want to do things and get shit done. In the future, I may just make some other statements similar to the one I just made. I will say “I like chicks that…”, and then I’ ( Read more... )

Unfortunately, I think our minds are finite. Eventually, the complex batteries cease to function. In another vein of thought, we might lovingly contradict this statement and aver a different system of time akin to that in Waking Life, where we live an eternity in our last five minutes of dreaming. Aside from these potential dilatations, we must ( Read more... )

I believe most things are eternal, but we forget when we see smaller cycles, or when we see our end ( Read more... )

I don’t know where it comes from sometimes, but I don’t believe that that’s always most important. I will not say that the ends justify the means or the opposite-that somehow the way in which something was done can justify the outcome. I think they are strange bedfellows. They are circumstantial relationships fostered by our normal sense of ( Read more... )

Grab bags ( Read more... )

I’ll have to read more literature. If not, I may end up speaking as much as I usually do. I think sometimes about the areas of my life that I don’t know anything, or that I know just a little, and wonder what I’m sitting next to. What am I not aware of? What hindsight will look back with some sort of nostalgia or reverie and elevate the ( Read more... )

Prayers are who I used to be.
Prayers are hopes without hands and dreams without plans
Prayers are feelings without responsibilities; prayers are the masquerades of our abilities.