...Silent screams filled my day she was all I could think about.. Nellie I miss you.. god..

Okay, I'm talking to my brotehr right now..And like we are talking about Dad and stuff, like seeing Nellie's mom today.. was "kinda a wakeup" for me.. just looking at her.. and knowing Nellie did the exact same thing I did, makes me feel like shit ( Read more... )

For all you people who think I am a slut thank you..I really don't give a shit what you say..It's not like...I care or anything ( Read more... )

For once in my life, since I lived here practically I can't be anything, but happy.. Everything just seems to be going great ( Read more... )

Well, hey...Today was one of them "horrible, but no reason days" I just kept fantasizing about Killing Kris, is that normal? I mean yeah Yeah yeah It's not gonna change anything, but thinking it might kinda made me feel a little better... I don't know what to do... I still have to like see him everyday, because Of babysittin in Conemaugh...Which is ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just feel so incredibly distant from all of my friends. Their lives are all so foreign to me ( Read more... )

Well, alot is going on.. I'm was talking to Mr.Kyle ... It's been awhile... Like 2 days man.. I really think he was mad at me, about the whole "I love you deal" I mean like I just don't want him to get hurt, I really care about him and all.. He's always going thru my mind.. There's never a day that I don't think about him.. And I feel Horrible if ( Read more... )

Haha last night I had Cailyn stay over it was Fantastic!! I missed our good times... Well, we had a few last night ( Read more... )

I have come to the concusion that I really do miss you..I mean seriously..I wanna be with you, forever.. Patrick, i miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with. I miss you when something is troubling me, because you understand me so well. I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you can ( Read more... )

I am currently at Maria's house Braiding Hair...It's pretty Interesting...Earlier when I first got's here..*Today WAS suppose to be a BUM day* and well Patterson called and invited Ria and I out to LUNCH with Mitch Mersik and Zach...So we Finsihsed EATING our Expiremented **Maria Italian Pizza thingers** which may I say are deliouse...but I still ( Read more... )