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One last try for Jeremy and I. I'm a little wary on the idea, I love him I do, and I say mean things sometimes, but ultimately I love him. He's coming down on the 24th so we'll be able to spend some time together. He'll be in on our anniversary, which I hope turns out to be a good thing. But, if this doesn't work out I lose everything. Which is the ( Read more... ) -
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I've been needing to write this out for the longest time now and I suppose today is the day that I've finally decided to sit and write. A lot has been going on in my life for the longest time and I've been trying my best to not dramatize the situation because I know I can do that quite well. The problem with that is it just made it worse and worse ( Read more... ) -
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Well it seems my life has taken a huge turn that I'm being forced to deal with. The problem with this is the fact that the person pushing won't fully let go. I prefer the band aid effect. I'm most likely going to delete this livejournal and maybe make a new one ( Read more... ) -
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I've been dealing with a lot lately but nothing at all. I've learned to live with the fact that Jeremy's not around but sad part is without phone conversation I feel like i did when I was single. It's weird but instead of going home to my moms I go home to Jeremy's dads which shocks it into place I am married just alone. But not fully alone and ( Read more... ) -
I'm searching ...
Another day of job hunting, today I'm bringing the bear gun. I'm going to get a job or blow a hole through it. O.o XD ( Read more... ) -
Are you talking about....
So I posted a status on myspace this morning ish saying " you either are or you aren't..there's no inbetweens or I wanna's" and an ex step mom messaged me asking me if I was talking about being gay. For one, wtf? Random much? I'm bi, that's technically an inbetween, well it is one. So, that would make me a hypocrite. Secondly, ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Teenagers & Car Accidents
I would believe it's because of a few reasons. One of them being that teenagers are distracted much easier than someone in their late 20's+. They distract themselves with phones, passengers talking, loud music, etc and they don't realize that they are doing that and that it's not safe. Usually responding with an "I do it all the time, I'm fine". I ( Read more... ) -
bad idea?
I've literally cried myself sick tonight and it doesn't seem that my emotions are going to let up on me. It's like the littlest things make me react in the hugest ways. Mainly when I don't hear from Jeremy. Maybe, I'm not giving this enough time and in time it'll get better. But not being with Jeremy is currently breaking my heart to no end. -
car fixed yay
Jeremy is going to be gone back to Virginia in 2 days and I really don't want him to leave. Good news though, is that he finally got the bumper fixed and in place, so yay and he fixed the fuse thing for the back lights. I'm happy because now I can look for a job. There's this place I keep passing by that I'm quite curious about and I might apply ( Read more... )
