everyone is drunk.
i miss derek and tyrel. so much.
k man is gone.

and my back is worse than its ever been.

im being a big baby but for some reason all i can do is cry.

i want to be strong.
but laying there with him is the only time where i dont feel completely scared to death.

i dont want to need anyone.

i really miss my best friend.
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swallow your pride. once. just for me

it sucks when a girl and her mommy's hearts are broken at the same time.

does anyone ever feel like everyone knows something that you dont and they just arent telling you to avoid hurting you.

i feel like that sometimes.

im really sick of being sad.
i guess its normal after only a couple of weeks.
but theyve been long weeks.
and i just want to be happy again.

be able to hang out with my friends without getting upset.

i was really happy for a change.

i always told myself id go to prom.
even if i didnt have a date.

i changed my mind.

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i cant sleep.

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