I'll follow you into the dark

[womansized]

I should have known that Buffy wouldn't understand. I mean, how could she understand that someone might actually want to be with me over her? It wasn't even like she liked Connor. I couldn't tell who she liked anymore considering anytime she did find someone she always kept it really quiet like some big secret that no one was cool enough to know

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[john_allerdyce]

I looked down at the number flashing on my cell phone and sighed. It was Dawn and I guess she was tired of my excuses of hang tight that I'd be back around soon. She couldn't understand how hard it was to keep my pet well fed and played with. I was trying to take good care of Oz because I loved Dawn and well Dawn cared if the wolf lived or died. Personally, I was cool with keeping him alive as long as he amused me

[womansized]

"I don't know...I'm sick and....how come you didn't wear a condom when we had sex? Do you know that I could get pregnant and even if you are a vampire because I mean your Dad had you and he's totally a vampire and vampires aren't supposed to have kids but your Dad did so maybe you can too. Oh God, I was drunk! How could you not remember to do something like that? Did you think it was because you were a vampire? Except if I am pregnant it might not even be yours. Oh my God, it might be Spike's! I could be carrying around Spike's baby and Buffy would kill me. But Spike doesn't have Angel for a Dad at least not really, does it count through the bloodline of your family or is like actual immediate family?" I sobbed into the phone, my mind working too fast for the rest of my body because I was totally freaking out now

[john_allerdyce]

I listened as she asked about the condom and I couldn't even remember if we had used protection. I couldn't exactly explain that normally I wouldn't have to worry about it because I would rape a girl and kill her, or have Oz kill her, but this was different. I didn't rape Dawn and I had no desire to kill her. Well, I still wanted to turn her sometimes so she could be with me for an eternity, but that was neither here nor there

[womansized]

I sniffed back the tears, already feeling a little calmed just by his voice. Because I wasn't alone and he was going to be with me and I wasn't going to have to be one of those girls on Jerry Springer who lived in a trailer park with curlers in my hair and a can of beer permanantly attached to one hand. Connor would take care of me, just like he had been since I met him. Even if he did take off for really long periods of time and I had no idea what he was up to