Tonight was such a weird night. Went downt to Deidrich's for a cup with the intention to leave to go hang out with Joe and Sonny... Met Geoff, Andrea Langstaff (Dodge was working...), and Cory and one of his highschool friends. We started having a conversation about terrible (as in disgusting/offensive) jokes. I was kinda off, but I did manage to ( Read more... )

Fake.

Life seems so fake to me; I snuggle in the warmth of old friendships, perhaps exhausting other people's tollerance for me, fully knowing that in a matter of weeks my social reality will fall like an ill-designed house of cards. I miss the foundation. I miss knowing the people around me. I miss the days where we all rode the same bus, to the ( Read more... )

I live in a suburban jungle.

Im trapped inside all day for work, and I have to have the windows open for light and air If I value my sanity. Consequently, I've become reasonably attuned to the ambient noise of the street... Man do I hate ambient noise. The neighbor to our south has some kind of tropical bird that spontaneously decides to start ( Read more... )

louise only got from me ( Read more... )

This room sucks. It's finally cool enough to work if the windows are open, but now the sun's going down and I can barely make out the screen over the glare; fuck that.

Weird fucking weekend. Depressingly uneventful -- well not uneventful, but one big social misfire.

Brett -- you're a douchebag. Mister "Phantom Bonfire"... Whatever, it's cool.

Pooja -- maybe I am an asshole for playing along, but, as far as event planning goes, you're close to 1 for 5.

Mike -- you don't read this, but thanks for understanding ( Read more... )

Hung out at Deidrich's alone for a while. That's really really drepressing. To make things worse, I saw a cute new (at least to me) barista (perhaps Langstaff's replacement?) on bar tonight. She smiled at me, and I did my best to smile back (kinda hard when you know you're going outside to sit and contemplate how alone you are) and all seemed well ( Read more... )

Oh god -- some of the INSA officers are apparently suffering from douchebag-syndrome... their (narrow) vision of what INSA should be just isn't compatable with a few of my allies.

Let's play deluge the listserv with lots of useless, unimaginative responses...

19:00: + Akwardly foreign, or at least foreign sounding.

19:11: + Confusingly ( Read more... )

Deadlines are coming in hard and fast... INSA's getting ready to launch the static page, and I've still got to hunt down and kill the morons that are running the spirit servers, because my logins don't work anymore. Whatever, the prototype that's going up tomorrow isn't really designed for linking to (at least not yet), so I'll probably stash it on ( Read more... )

Been having trouble sleeping (obviously, noting the time of this entry) and it's starting to take a toll on me...

Do get to catch a lot of late night movies though, AMC's my 2-6am savior... Tonight it was Hell and High Water. A scif-fi/action movie with a submarine. Novelties include cool (for the 50's -- but admirable and better than some films ( Read more... )