To all my wonderful friends and family..... MERRY CHRISTMAS

it hs been a merry christmas and a very merry eve too

i feel very spoiled for what I have received

and so i must thank everyone for there love which is the best present someone could recieve

Tired of crap
Tired of hurting
Tired of drama
Tired of PEOPLE
Tired of the cold
Tired of feeling depressed
Tired of work
Tired of school
IM just plain tired

Butterflies..... grrr not always a good thing...but sometimes they are :(

So um yea.... lol def. missed dance cuz i was talking with mitch..... he's fun and cute lol.....

anyways to all my homies in cell block 8 don't bend over or you'll get butt raped

alright everyone this is for you.....

I want to know what is it you love the most.....

What does that word really mean to you let me know....

The weekend was hmm who knows.... friday was soo much fun with Kate, lol max and steven are halarious.... and i met even more of her friends later too, a paige and her boyfriend..... i got my first night of a seven hour sleep in months...... sat.... grrr act's blah, dad came early so i had no time to run my errands..... he bitched at me to eat food ( Read more... )

Well, what did i expect i knew i shouldn't of waited...... i knew he wouldn't come..... i half wanted him to be there and half wanted to push him away...... EVERYONE tells me just move on, get over him you'll get better..... but that's so hard to believe when he was all i wanted.... LOL how stupid of me huh, to be willing to give up my family for ( Read more... )

Tomorrows going to be a bad day i can feel it..... stop no....... i haven't cried in weeks.... im so weak..... i know i should... i wish i would.....but it just wont work......just get out of my head.....i wish you never happened to me..... I wish i never knew love or pain...... i wish for so much but will it ever come true NO!!! life's not that ( Read more... )

HMM spring break----california or cruise to caribbean???
WHAT SHOULD I DO HELP???? anyone wants to come with holla at me lol

I love music i went download crazy today..... there's so many songs out there i just have to have.... i wish i had a complete photographic memory and could just know them all forever...that would be sweet......IM so emo lately......i've always loved my little emo bands..... but oh well woe is me right lol love ya all