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poworgen5

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Sep 14, 2005 23:42

tomorrow is the 7 year anniversary of my mom's death.....already have dreams....I really don't like this time of year and to top it off I haven't seen Steve in quite some time.....by the way, he has told me he loves me.....but I am taking it one day at a time.....told him he has a chance to retract his statements if need be, but he didn't.....this ( Read more... )

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pixiesdeal September 16 2005, 04:43:23 UTC

Hey sweetie, I DO hope you get to see Steve soon...i know you need someone in your life like that that will make you happy:) hell, I miss my boy too. Steve sounds like a sweetie telling you sweet things like that. It sounds that you are happy with him and i wish you two the best:)

being scared is a part of that, you just have to take it one day at a time. Things will always manage to work out somehow in the end.:)

love ya chica,
your TWIN

poworgen5 September 16 2005, 05:37:27 UTC

I hope I get to see you soon....funny, Lori asked me when I was going to see you and I said "we are waiting for you!!" ( meaning Lori) and she was like "OH"....so hope to meet with ya'll next week......with Steve it's difficult b/c we are both real busy and it will get even more difficult when I go back to my treatments b/c he works 3-11 M-F and my appts. will be in the morning/afternoons M-F and Gen 5, ebay, etc.....then he has college and he is getting back into his exercise routine.....but he told me he is divising ways to see me....he is just really being a sweetheart and I have never had a man act like this with me before....yep, one day at a time.....plus with Lori leaving I want to spend as much time as I can with her....crazy stuff I tell ya!!! thank you for the support, you know I appreciate it hun.....

Love ya muchly....

pixiesdeal September 16 2005, 06:46:28 UTC

oh yeah I know...i really want to see you too!! I want to see Lori too b/f she leaves....heck, Lydia wants to see her too!! we are going to miss her SO much:( But one day at a time though.

And that sucks that you and steve will be spending less time with each other, but remember, be grateful for what you have;) in the little of time you two spend can be the BEST time EVER!!:)

and you are welcome sweetie!! u know I am here for ya;)

poworgen5 September 16 2005, 17:54:05 UTC

I know you are and we still have to get our Social D tickets!! I should know soon which day next week is the best to hang out....I know I am meeting with the Youth CAP (we just met today but need to meet again next week)....as soon as I know that and I talk to Lori I will let you know.....what did you want to do??

love, love, love raziyaviola September 18 2005, 01:49:44 UTC

Hi, it's me Raziya. How are you. Wow! Steve! I love it, I'm all giddy right now because love is a beautiful thang. With your time with him, enjoy every minute, heck, why not? Those words were meant for your ears and has been said, he can't take them back and Im glad he didn't. I felt the same way when Aaron told me he loved me. It was blissful and I decided to go with it although in my mind I was screaming and saying oh, my God did he mean that? Did he know what he just said? I was the luckiest person in the world. It's a beautiful thang.

Re: love, love, love poworgen5 September 18 2005, 09:36:02 UTC

well, Ms. Raziya.....posting on Live journal......I love it!!!! And I agree Love is a beautiful thang.....I am just scared, that's all.....I am one twisted sista....I tell you.....I need help.....I am so glad that you are LJ, I am going to add you to my friends list......this way we can catch up in a few different places.....what to you think about that? Let me know....I just fell asleep so I guess I need to lay down but I will talk to you soon.....love ya and welcome.....Pati