havent posted a entry in a while ( Read more... )

why is it that when i like a guy and i start caring about them they get totally freaked out and run away? why are guys SO fucking selfish and shitty. like, why am I the fucking crazy person for caring and liking someone? and why just because i care and like someone, do they automatically think that i want to get married or something? i dont want to ( Read more... )

I'm under no illusion
As to what I meant to you
But you made an impression
And sometimes I still feel the bruise

why do i always find myself in this position? i feel like i can fix people and i cant. i cant make him happy. ill never be as good as her, ill never be as pretty or as loved. why am i always the lady in waiting?

but i cant help falling in love with you.

just when i thought this couldnt get any more fucking ridiculous... it does.
what the hell is your deal! UGHGLIGLIFGSL JHVASAiah iufgi.
im moving to anaheim.

i need help.

yeah, i havent really gotten used to my hectic hours at work. i thought i would become more adapted to only getting 5 hours of sleep every night...but, no. at least it is wednesday, my favorite day. only because it marks the descent of my week and also because LOST and Project Runway is on tonight (i am so pathetic). there is just something about ( Read more... )

well, last week was a tough one. my new job is so hard. harder than i thought. on my first day, i was here until 10pm. not cool. the rest of the week, i didnt go home before 8pm. this is considered normal in the fashion world. im just not used to it since @ disney i was a freelancer and left whenever i wanted to. im a slave to levi's jeans. meh. i ( Read more... )

yay. finally have awesome job as a designer at Levi's girls. I kick ass.