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[poxy_roxy]

i don't know where to begin. i'm feeling so overwhelmed by life right now. there's so many things and it feels like i have so little free time to get it all done in and life keeps slipping me by as i try to do 2 or 3 things. the years pass and i'm stuck in a working rut. dead end jobs, health problems, drama, bullshit. maybe i'm overreacting or

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[shootpplnotdope]

Colonoscopy? Didn't you mention having your butt looked at a few years ago too? What's going on back there?

[poxy_roxy]

i develolped ulcerative colitis when i was 23 or 24 it's like chron's disease, but milder. i gotta take meds for it for the rest of my life or i get sick. i always gotta worry about health insurance. of course i have to apply for medicaid every year and prove to them that i'm poor enough for them. it sucks cuz that means that with jobs i either gotta find something with health insurance or something that pays low enough that i get to keep medicaid. it's fucking ruling so much of my life in a sense. no more crazy days long drinking binges of course cuz i'll just be sick as dog for days after. of course i still like to drink a few times a week, but a lot less than before.

how are you? when are you coming to ny?

[shootpplnotdope]

I been okay. I want to come around some time soon, maybe next year.

[poxy_roxy]

oh yea also without health insurance my meds alone would be $800 a month.