Warning this is a bit whiny

[ppkt]

I just had to say what’s on my mind. In the past 3 months I’ve had some significant changes, and if you go back 9 months even more

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*heartfelt hugs*

[queenofthenight]

I am so very sorry for your losses. And feel hopeful for what shall emerge from it all. Here's a favorite Mahler ("The Farewell" from Song of the Earth): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-LE48mLGBdI

[professorbird]

First, I love you. Always have, always will. I know this is painful beyond words and in some ways terrifying. Can you still feel the wind on your cheeks? The blood in your veins? The sun on your face? The Earth beneath your feet? You are not alone. You have never been alone, though you have lonely.

If memory serves me, you should be in your Neptune return. You are wise to begin to meditate and reconnect now. The lessons during this time are hard, not harsh. Remember that you have family that loves you, that will share your pain and celebrate your triumphs.

Close your eyes and feel that family offering you love and support.

Blessings.

[ppkt]

46 so into my neptune return I think.
I have never stopped feeling the elements in and on me. You are right I haven't ever felt alone I just have felt confused and adrift.

As I said I know there is a lesson here. I am just trying to figure out what it is!

Thank you for the support you have no idea how much it means to me!

[professorbird]

Time and distance do not diminish love or caring. Yes, life has taken us down very different paths over the years, but that never changes the reality of what our family shares.

I'm here.

[sluggo]

I am sorry for your losses.

[ppkt]

Thank you. I really appreciate it