[multiple locks again]

[pplrunincircles]

[locked to Iris][a few hours later]

I'm sorry for freaking out on you and stuff. It had nothing to do with you or what you were talking about at the time, even if I don't understand. I never will.

It's not why I had to leave though, okay? I don't leave cause I don't agree with someone. I still care about you as a person. I was just freaking out

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[destroytheother]

[After a long, long while.]

Okay. There's a lot more I wanted to say than just okay, but it's nothing you haven't heard before and I know when your mind is set nothing can change it.

What made you decide you're ready?

[pplrunincircles]

Thank you for not saying it. You know I'm older. When I say I'm going to be careful this time, it means something different than when I said it before.

I don't know if I am ready. I don't know if I ever will be or maybe I won't be for years and years.

I wasn't helping anyone die or anything. I was okay after the last death. I was really good. I wasn't helping anyone, but I felt it and I was just talking to someone.

It was about callings that we were talking about but still I

I just want to see him again even if it's- if he doesn't love me too.

[destroytheother]

I know you're older. I know you'll be careful.

That won't stop me from worrying.

[ffff, it takes him another while to respond, since it kind of feels like he was punched in the gut]

Are you feeling it now? Do you need me to come get you?

Elizabeth.

Just because someone doesn't know how to show you they love you, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

[pplrunincircles]

I know. I'm going to call you the moment that it's over, and I told him that he only has an hour. And that he has to buy me the biggest ice cream that they have.

[There's a slight pause as she thinks of how to word it]

No. Not like I was. It's there but really, really far now. It's okay. I'm almost home. When I get there, I'll just try to listen to my cd while I sleep.

I know. He just used to know how. I just don't want to believe in something that isn't true. I don't have the energy anymore

[locked]

[sophicsulphur]

Thanks, Elizabeth. It means a lot to me that you took the time to do this. I know it's scary to talk to someone after there's been something like that. You're brave and I forgive you, okay?

I'm relieved to hear that it wasn't actually me. I mean I know you have a Calling to attend to and everything. I admit I thought it was me at first because people do that all the time. Don't worry about it, okay?

Though did you really mean it when you said all the other angels wouldn't li

Did you mean it when you said I'll always be d

I know it's not something you can understand. I won't bring it up again. I still care about you too, okay?

Still friends?

[locked]

[pplrunincircles]

I felt really bad for running out like that. I just got

Okay. Thank you for forgiving me.

It wasn't you at all. I'm sorry if I made you think that for even a second. It wasn't. It's me.

Okay.

Yes. Of course. There's nothing you could do or say that I wouldn't still care about you after unless you like tried to kill me or injure someone I care about but you wouldn't do that.

[locked]

[sophicsulphur]

Don't feel bad. It's really okay. No need for any more apologies.

And thank you for still being friends. You're really nice and you do understand a lot, and I would have been really sad to lose you.

Are you gonna be okay? Whatever it was sounds like it stressed you.

[locked]

[pplrunincircles]

Okay. If you're sure.

I would have been really sad too. But we can still be friends, and we can go out for pizza sometime or something, okay? I'd like that.

Yeah, I will be okay in a little while. My head's a mess. Callings. They can mess up your head sometimes. I'll be fine. I'll be good again soon.