Ryo is loved.
Title: Ryo is loved♥
Genre: slight angst, drama, romance
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: RyoDa, MaruDa, RyoKura
Summary: Ryo was hurting but someone was there to make him feel loved again.
Disclaimer: I own nobody.
Note: I was inspired by a particular song! This fic/drabble is beta-ed and dedicated to my friend iixmidgetxii because she is quite crazy about Ryo~ =D
“Tacchon…Why were you there that night?” Ryo asked the taller man who is holding him tightly.
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“Hime...where are you going???” Nishikido Ryo pulled on the man’s arm trying to stop that man from leaving.
“Ryo, I told you we are over! Let go of my arm, it hurts!” Ueda Tatsuya shouted and tried to shake off Ryo’s hard, gripping hands.
“But WHY!? I love you…” Ryo was near tears and wouldn’t loosen the grip at all.
“You love me?” Tatsuya quietly questioned Ryo, so quietly Ryo didn’t catch the words quite well.
“NO, YOU LOVE YOUR JOB, YOUR FANS…NOT ME…” Tatsuya yelled into Ryo’s face. Seeing Ryo’s confused and hurt face, his heart softened a bit and he composed himself. “Ne Ryo, I know it’s not your fault that you are in 2 idol groups and that you are the much loved sexy Osaka man but I just wished you were more into being mine than being someone everybody else loves.”
Ryo stayed silent and looked straight into Tatsuya’s eyes. Tatsuya continued. “I loved you, so much so much so much…but the nights I spent without your presence at all became more than the nights you stayed with me or called me or even email me. On those lonely nights, I thought about how we were growing apart more and more…I thought about how I didn’t want to become such a lonely man--”
Tatsuya was about to continue but Ryo cuts him off “If you feel I’ve been neglecting you I apologize…we don’t need to break up! I’ll make it up to you…please, just stay with me…” With a sincere and serious face, Ryo begged Tatsuya.
“No Ryo…I’m sorry but I found someone else… someone else that is willing to stay with me more…someone who has been there for me since I knew him…someone who I am able to spend more time with because we are in the same band. It’s Yuichi. Don’t bother him later, ok? Leave us in peace, and you can let me go now.” Tatsuya looked away and said his words coldly.
Inside he felt a bit guilty towards Ryo, but Yuichi had always been there and Yuichi was also in pain seeing him in pain. Tatsuya didn’t want to hurt Yuichi, who came to visit him on most of those lonely nights to keep him company. Tatsuya started to become attached to Yuichi, he couldn’t live without the other man. Ryo was not the man he wanted by his side anymore, although saying that was quite ironic since Ryo was hardly by his side anyway.
“Nakamaru-kun…?” Ryo was lost for words. He knew he had been neglecting Tatsuya since he had so much going on lately, but it wasn’t like he did it on purpose. He didn’t notice this earlier. He was really at fault here but he didn’t want Tatsuya to leave.
Tatsuya felt Ryo’s grip loosen a bit and used the chance to shake his hand off completely. Tatsuya charged out of the door with his suitcase and things and left a heartbroken Ryo behind.
Seeing Tatsuya finally out of sight, Ryo’s long-formed teardrop fell. That night he cried to sleep. For the next week he cried himself to sleep every night. During the daytime he secretly cried every time he saw Tatsuya, whether it was on T.V, at the Jimusho, a poster, radio and cried even more when he saw something that Tatsuya had left in his apartment.
One night Ryo couldn’t take it anymore, he accidently saw Nakamaru holding Tatsuya from the back and they were happily talking. Then Tatsuya turned around and pecked the other man. Love in their eyes. Ryo left the building immediately. He drove back to Osaka all the way from Tokyo, his phone turned off. He couldn’t stop his tears.
Ryo tried to find his usual Osaka bar but he had been so busy lately he hadn’t been there for so long, and so the address was forgotten. Ryo decided to go find a random bar; a dark and misty bar. The other customers were smoking and drinking heavily, dancing with girls who wore less cloth than they should be.
A very drunk Ryo left the bar wobbling and red-faced from girls who slapped him just because he said Tatsuya was so much hotter and prettier than these bitches. He sat on the cold, dark pavement in the alley beside the bar. From his pocket he took out the packet of sleeping pills he bought yesterday. Ryo just wanted to sleep and not think of anything anymore. On an empty stomach he drank countless cups of alcohol and now he was taking pills. Ryo instantly felt pain shoot through his whole body. His vision began to fade and his body was numb. He started to lose consciousness.
“Ryo-chan? Ryo! Ryo! Ryo!!!” Ryo thought he was dreaming. In such a cold, dark place, who would be calling him? Before losing conscious completely, he thought he saw an angel; a tall angel with an angelic voice… ‘Haha, an angel came to take me to heaven? I don’t think I deserve to go there…’
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“Why was I there? Because it’s fate, you belong with me and not with sadness.” Tacchon embraced Ryo tightly.
“But it was such a dark alley and everything; you don’t live in that area either.” Ryo was still curious as to why Tacchon was there exactly at the moment when he wished he was not alone.
“Haha…you’re right. Well I don’t know. I went out to eat with a co-worker and on my way home I decided to go for a night stroll. Somehow I got lost while looking at the stars as I walked. When I tried to find my way home I found you instead.” Tacchon continued to smile. “You really looked like shit that night, I was so worried.”
“Thanks for finding me. You are my angel.” Ryo said shyly and hid his face on Tacchon’s bare chest.
“hahaha~ that was cheesy.”
“You lead me to heaven on Earth…from hell.”
Tacchon held up the smaller man’s face and kissed the lips gently.
“If it’s Ryo-chan, I’d come find you anytime no matter where you are or how long it takes me to find you. I love you, always have and always will.” Tacchon stroked the smooth tanned skin on Ryo’s smooth face. Then he kissed Ryo under the eyes, on his sexy mole.
“I love you too.” Ryo looked directly into Tacchon’s eyes with sincerity.
Thank you for reading, feel free to comment~ ^^
Genre: slight angst, drama, romance
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: RyoDa, MaruDa, RyoKura
Summary: Ryo was hurting but someone was there to make him feel loved again.
Disclaimer: I own nobody.
Note: I was inspired by a particular song! This fic/drabble is beta-ed and dedicated to my friend iixmidgetxii because she is quite crazy about Ryo~ =D
“Tacchon…Why were you there that night?” Ryo asked the taller man who is holding him tightly.
---
“Hime...where are you going???” Nishikido Ryo pulled on the man’s arm trying to stop that man from leaving.
“Ryo, I told you we are over! Let go of my arm, it hurts!” Ueda Tatsuya shouted and tried to shake off Ryo’s hard, gripping hands.
“But WHY!? I love you…” Ryo was near tears and wouldn’t loosen the grip at all.
“You love me?” Tatsuya quietly questioned Ryo, so quietly Ryo didn’t catch the words quite well.
“NO, YOU LOVE YOUR JOB, YOUR FANS…NOT ME…” Tatsuya yelled into Ryo’s face. Seeing Ryo’s confused and hurt face, his heart softened a bit and he composed himself. “Ne Ryo, I know it’s not your fault that you are in 2 idol groups and that you are the much loved sexy Osaka man but I just wished you were more into being mine than being someone everybody else loves.”
Ryo stayed silent and looked straight into Tatsuya’s eyes. Tatsuya continued. “I loved you, so much so much so much…but the nights I spent without your presence at all became more than the nights you stayed with me or called me or even email me. On those lonely nights, I thought about how we were growing apart more and more…I thought about how I didn’t want to become such a lonely man--”
Tatsuya was about to continue but Ryo cuts him off “If you feel I’ve been neglecting you I apologize…we don’t need to break up! I’ll make it up to you…please, just stay with me…” With a sincere and serious face, Ryo begged Tatsuya.
“No Ryo…I’m sorry but I found someone else… someone else that is willing to stay with me more…someone who has been there for me since I knew him…someone who I am able to spend more time with because we are in the same band. It’s Yuichi. Don’t bother him later, ok? Leave us in peace, and you can let me go now.” Tatsuya looked away and said his words coldly.
Inside he felt a bit guilty towards Ryo, but Yuichi had always been there and Yuichi was also in pain seeing him in pain. Tatsuya didn’t want to hurt Yuichi, who came to visit him on most of those lonely nights to keep him company. Tatsuya started to become attached to Yuichi, he couldn’t live without the other man. Ryo was not the man he wanted by his side anymore, although saying that was quite ironic since Ryo was hardly by his side anyway.
“Nakamaru-kun…?” Ryo was lost for words. He knew he had been neglecting Tatsuya since he had so much going on lately, but it wasn’t like he did it on purpose. He didn’t notice this earlier. He was really at fault here but he didn’t want Tatsuya to leave.
Tatsuya felt Ryo’s grip loosen a bit and used the chance to shake his hand off completely. Tatsuya charged out of the door with his suitcase and things and left a heartbroken Ryo behind.
Seeing Tatsuya finally out of sight, Ryo’s long-formed teardrop fell. That night he cried to sleep. For the next week he cried himself to sleep every night. During the daytime he secretly cried every time he saw Tatsuya, whether it was on T.V, at the Jimusho, a poster, radio and cried even more when he saw something that Tatsuya had left in his apartment.
One night Ryo couldn’t take it anymore, he accidently saw Nakamaru holding Tatsuya from the back and they were happily talking. Then Tatsuya turned around and pecked the other man. Love in their eyes. Ryo left the building immediately. He drove back to Osaka all the way from Tokyo, his phone turned off. He couldn’t stop his tears.
Ryo tried to find his usual Osaka bar but he had been so busy lately he hadn’t been there for so long, and so the address was forgotten. Ryo decided to go find a random bar; a dark and misty bar. The other customers were smoking and drinking heavily, dancing with girls who wore less cloth than they should be.
A very drunk Ryo left the bar wobbling and red-faced from girls who slapped him just because he said Tatsuya was so much hotter and prettier than these bitches. He sat on the cold, dark pavement in the alley beside the bar. From his pocket he took out the packet of sleeping pills he bought yesterday. Ryo just wanted to sleep and not think of anything anymore. On an empty stomach he drank countless cups of alcohol and now he was taking pills. Ryo instantly felt pain shoot through his whole body. His vision began to fade and his body was numb. He started to lose consciousness.
“Ryo-chan? Ryo! Ryo! Ryo!!!” Ryo thought he was dreaming. In such a cold, dark place, who would be calling him? Before losing conscious completely, he thought he saw an angel; a tall angel with an angelic voice… ‘Haha, an angel came to take me to heaven? I don’t think I deserve to go there…’
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“Why was I there? Because it’s fate, you belong with me and not with sadness.” Tacchon embraced Ryo tightly.
“But it was such a dark alley and everything; you don’t live in that area either.” Ryo was still curious as to why Tacchon was there exactly at the moment when he wished he was not alone.
“Haha…you’re right. Well I don’t know. I went out to eat with a co-worker and on my way home I decided to go for a night stroll. Somehow I got lost while looking at the stars as I walked. When I tried to find my way home I found you instead.” Tacchon continued to smile. “You really looked like shit that night, I was so worried.”
“Thanks for finding me. You are my angel.” Ryo said shyly and hid his face on Tacchon’s bare chest.
“hahaha~ that was cheesy.”
“You lead me to heaven on Earth…from hell.”
Tacchon held up the smaller man’s face and kissed the lips gently.
“If it’s Ryo-chan, I’d come find you anytime no matter where you are or how long it takes me to find you. I love you, always have and always will.” Tacchon stroked the smooth tanned skin on Ryo’s smooth face. Then he kissed Ryo under the eyes, on his sexy mole.
“I love you too.” Ryo looked directly into Tacchon’s eyes with sincerity.
Thank you for reading, feel free to comment~ ^^