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[praatziek]

Self-realisation is difficult. But necessary. It feels a bit existentialist, to be honest. I'm not sure I'm fond of it.

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Private to Lisa

[wc_mike_corner]

What do you mean? I suppose my intentions are to talk with her, laugh with her, shag her snog her whenever possible. All right?

Private to Michael

[praatziek]

What do I mean? Michael, if you ever tell her what I'm saying, I'll hex your balls off. I mean it.

Morag is very sensitive, in a way. She's gorgeous, and sometimes, I think that's all boys see in her is her beauty, and not anything else behind it. And because of that, she gets hurt. I don't want to see her hurt.

And you know, she's told me that you've shagged. It's not like it's a big deal and you don't have to protect me. But for her sake, be honest with her if that's all you want. And please, don't tell me what you want -- tell her.

And please don't kill me for being nosy. She's just my best mate and I love her dearly.

Private to Lisa

[wc_mike_corner]

If she wanted me to tell her what I wanted, she could have asked. We aren't first years after all.

If you didn't want me to tell you, you shouldn't have asked.

Private to Michael

[praatziek]

I realise all of this, but you don't understand. I don't think she would. Oh, bugger it and forget I said anything.

Private to Lisa

[remus_wc]

You've been accepted into Unspeakable training? Congratulations, Miss Turpin. I understand that is not an easy achievement.

I would be happy to meet with you, of course. I will be in my office for a few hours tonight after dinner, or, if you would understandably prefer to keep your Friday evening free, would tomorrow morning at eleven work for you? Is there anything particular I should prepare?

Private to Professor Lupin`

[praatziek]

Either will suffice, really, as the only evenings I currently have free are Thursdays, but they aren't really because I've got homework. So, I shall leave the day up to you. However, yes, eleven a.m. is perfectly fine for me on a Saturday morning.

I can't think of anything you should need to prepare, except that I do have questions regarding the Dark Arts. I've got some papers that I'm required to give to my Defence teacher as soon as possible, so actually, this evening would be best.

Thank you.

Private to Lisa

[remus_wc]

This evening is fine for me, so if you prefer it please stop by. If you come by my office at about eight, I will be sure to be there. I'll do my best to be of assistance.

Private to Professor Lupin

[praatziek]

Thank you, sir. I'll be there promptly at eight. Unless I forget. In that case, I'll be there at 8.15.

Private to LISA.

[resjudicata]

My...intentions?

I wish for us to elope, move to Syria, have many BABIES, and then get mauled by a TIGERRARWARWWRAWR!!!!

So, now, I ask YOU, Morag's best friend...
What are YOUR intentions with my, er, morAG.?!?

rawr.

?

Private to DRACO

[praatziek]

I'm trying to be serious, you prat. An d I think my intentions should be perfectly obvious, as I'm asking, because I care.

I also think I bollocksed things up a great deal, and am now going to ignore people for a long while.

Private to Lisa

[dressedtoquill]

You what? You told them outright that "Morag isn't sure what you want with her, so tell me so I can tell her like we're all in first year?!"

Private to Morag

[praatziek]

No, I asked them what their intentions are. I, uh, think I'm being just a bit silly. I'm sorry.

Private to Lisa

[dressedtoquill]

Fine. As long as they know I didn't force you to ask them.

...

What did Michael say? Draco, I'm fairly certain I know his intentions, so I'd rather not bother.

Re: Private to Lisa

[praatziek]

No, they don't know. I seriously just want to make sure that they won't hurt you, darling.

Michael says he wants to talk with you, laugh with you, and snog you. I think I might have offended him, and I'm sorry for it.

Private Terry

[praatziek]

It was a lot of rambling that I couldn't erase from my journal that no one really needs to read because for the most part it didn't make sense and it also makes me look a bit paranoid. But if you really want me to tell you, I will.

Private Terry

[praatziek]

I just felt like I haven't talked to you for days, and I haven't, and started wondering if we really know each other enough to love one another. It's silly, because I know I do love you, but it was a frightening moment and I wrote it all out. We were called the perfect couple and that scares me. Because I am most definitely not perfect. I'm not going to get into the inadequacy issues my talk with Morag brought up when I thought about it later.

Also you haven't met my family and they are crazy, I think. And I'm afraid they'd scare you off. This is the only part that might be of any interest, really:

Like I love you. See, that could be a problem, because I don't know you. I haven't been able to spend all of my time with you to make you sick of me and then realise that I love you and you don't want me. There are problems here. I'm also tired and rambling and I don't know half of what I'm saying, except for this: will you still even like me when you finally, really get to know me?