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[pradamafia]

The sad thing is, I really have no idea who I am, what I want to be. I write these long posts about what I want, what I desire in life but really, I am so caught in limbo that it’s not even funny. I’m a walking contradiction: the girl who remembers what her teacher was wearing the last day before spring break in second grade, but forgets to empty

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you are amazing <3

[xopinkxo]

Adults often tell me I'm "wise beyond my years" and "an old soul" but I'm nothing compared to you. Remember me when you're rich and famous... please remember me, because I know I'll remember you ;D

Re: you are amazing <3

[pradamafia]

How could I not remember you?

xx.

wow

[anonymous]

jade~
you are amazing. your writing is shocking and deep and so uncommonly heartfelt for your age and even for these days. i go to school with you and i hear things about you--honestly, sometimes good things and sometimes "bad"--but whenever i see or hear about you, i always think to myself, "i would love to be her friend, or at least become acquainted with her because she seems amazing." you are an unbelievable writer, a truly divine artist, and a classically beautiful girl. take care. <3

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[pradamafia]

You have no idea--that comment literally brought tears to my eyes. Wow. Oh my gosh, I am literally sitting here, bawling. Thank you. Thank you so much.

xx.

Re: wow

[pradamafia]

IM me one day on veryveryvogue or rockandrepublic0

I'm not going back to Marlborough anyway so it won't be awkward or anything. And as corny as it sounds, I'd really like to get to know you. I know everyone's first and last name at school because I'm a nerd like that so of course I'll know what you look like and your grade and things like that.

Once more, thank you.

xx.

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[young_thirsty]

or xXDoirwhoreXx

[anonymous]

why are you leaving marlborough? dumb question, i would love to leave marlborough, but that could be for a totally different reason than yours. anyway, take care. and i hope you believe what i said before. you are amazing and BEAUTIFUL! and a lot of my friends think so to. so it is a widespread conception. lol <3

[pradamafia]

That school gives me a headache, lol.

Thank you sooo much! I mean what I said about IMing me, as corny as it sonds, I love new friends.

xx.

[vivianne_potter]

I found you through some mutual friends and took the time to read some of your entries. I'm glad I did, because being writing my biggest passion, I can tell you that yours is one of the best writing styles I've ever read.

You have the power of making people relate, you have a way with words that make the one reading feel them, and connect to you. Reading this entry made me remember a lot of a monologue I wrote about myself. It also tells the contradictions of one's self and how ambiguous I can get to be. And, of course, how tiring, sickening and pathetic that condition is, specially in the so-called process of the self-discovering.

I actually just wanted to confess my adoration for the few things I got to read, tell you that I added you to my friends list, and that I hope you do the same. I'd really love to read more from you.

xo,

Vivianne.

[prettyinpearls7]

wandering through friends & friends of friends journals, I came upon this. and it struck a chord. so I added you, add me back if you'd like.
-heather

[pradamafia]

you're added