jour apres jour...nuit apres nuit...J'ESPERE avec toute ma coeur...

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je ne veux pas finir...

Oh man, oh man. I feel like I have been socked in the stomach, my heart, that heart that I previously though was nonexistent is now at my knees. If anything, if anything, I have discovered that I still have a heart, however shattered and deformed that heart may be. I don't want to write anymore. I don't want to write anything anymore. I don't ( Read more... )

I sort of had this fantasy that I could walk up to you and look you in the eyes and know, "What's done is done. Now it is as if it never was." But that plan didn't work out, seldom do they. So now I'm more confused than ever.

And very very certain that I have no idea what love is.

in all honesty, APPREHENSIVE as hell ( Read more... )

November 4th will either be the day I get my closure or the day a new chapter begins. A win-win situation, I think, on my behalf. One hundred dollars and I’m going to get this done, seven days until I can see you again. I’m not too good with numbers, but these I like.

-Captain

( lately, i've been... )

Maybe sometimes we’re meant to lay in bed and will the tears to stay inside of our eyes. Maybe sometimes we’re meant to not have the phone ring every second, and maybe sometimes we’re meant to be alone. I have no choice but to be optimistic and think that this sad sad feeling’s only purpose is to have a comparison so that when I get happy, I can ( Read more... )

i'm sorry-
sometimes its just so fucking overwhelming.

someone please shake me from this terrible dream--

some people can never catch a fucking break.

rest in peace

sometimes i can have a really good sense of humor about this whole situation

operative word being sometimes.