No girls in white dresses.

Jan 09, 2006 02:19


I feel so lost sometimes. I have this intense desire to be happy but at the same time there’s always someone that doesn’t want me to be. Ok. Exaggeration I suppose. But still it’s like I can do nothing right anymore. I go with one instinct and mess everything up. I know it’s my own fault for playing favorites.

So honestly this entire mess might ( Read more... )

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estel_913 January 9 2006, 23:24:48 UTC
Awww...much love and hugs! I want you to be happy all the time!

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xtwitterpated January 10 2006, 03:59:55 UTC
Go with your instincts, Snookums. Do what you think is best. Be happy.

I've been thinking about this for a long time. This leaving thing. I believe it's something I need to do. This town...is not for me. Not anymore.

I'm glad you found happiness with Seth. I think a mighty big part of me feels like I'm not good enough. I can't fill the void.

I hate myself. And that's no excuse for anything. Maybe someday I'll be fine with me. Even physically. Heaven help me on that one.

I apologize for this mess.

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