Well things arnt going great but thier going alrgiht. Marco island was a mess I dont even want to get into that, honestly someone doesent like for me to vacation.I have to get shoes for my prom dress. that sucks i hate trying to match shoes. i know complet randomness!!

ok my mom tells me hey guess what since ur fathers going to be out of town and so am i you have to go with one of us. marco island or tampa.... not even a fucking choice. so me and my sister are going to pack our bags for a mini vacation to marco island, for 4 days. i get to miss school and lay out in the sun on the beach while moms stuck in ( Read more... )

since i am getting so many BLOODY FUCKING comments on how my live journal is depressing. heres so uplifting news. i passed my AP test. and i have a chance at getting a scholarship to study at oxford.... i dont know if i could go that far.

im doing better than my last entry... im just stressed and im trying to take one day at a time.

I see no point of writting anymore. I have left this world and im afriad its to late

seems like every day theirs some kind of drama that falls in my life. Im trying to ignore it because lifes to short to go about like so freaked out but sometimes its hard. I had a really good day today like for real. seems like no matter how bad my days going My boyfriend always finds a way to make it better. which is nice becuase it keeps me sane ( Read more... )

I found the most beautiful dress i have ever seen in my life!!!!! thats very hard to find!!! Im going to pick it up tonight( its for coral reefs prom ( Read more... )

I havent written whats really in my mind in a long time. mainly becuase I dont talk to people any more and because I dont like sharing whats going on in my life. Especially now, my lifes been crazy lately. Working 2 jobs, taking hard classes, trying to get along with my parents and weorrying about things that i shouldent be ( Read more... )

anyone feeling?

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To those that are concerned im fine Im just so stressed right now. with school and 2 jobs, and college, its just been crazy. its just i feel as if when im talking people dont listen, and thats frustrating. which is why i have just stopped talking. I do what I need to do and leave it at that ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel as if Im in a room screaming at the top of my lungs and no one hears me.... as if im trapped in a box and cant get out.