Hey you guyz! Well thank you all for caring so much and i have decided that it is not worth worrying about. I love everything about my life, i have changed for me!!! I am glad that i have gotten away from my mother and everything. I am a sronge person and i will not let this get to me. I have made it this far and i will not give up! I am going to ( Read more... )

Hey you guyz:( I didnt go to school today because i was sick. I was feeling like crap. I think all this shit that is going on is making me sick. I feel like my world is spinning out of control and there is nothing i can do to stop it. Why cant i just get away from it all? I have to wait until June in order to get out of this place. And that is even ( Read more... )

Your trying to change, and you say u cant cause of your family ( Read more... )

Well i feel the same way! Well which friend is this? Well you guyz must be very unhappy with your lifes:) Well lets see i get a car, a job, an apartment from my aunt, grandparents and my dad. She decided that i can have it for a graduation present my dad is giving me a job and mandi if she wants to come with me and my grandparents have decided to ( Read more... )

Hey! Well Brooke sent me some comments and i was going to ignore them but she is pushing my buttons on purpose. Damn!Well now that i have gotten that out. Thanx Mandi for making the comment to Brooke about me. You are a really good friend. Well other news: My Aunt Sam E-mailed me and told me that she is going to sell her car and if i want to buy it ( Read more... )

Hey you Guyz report card ( Read more... )

Hello! I am thnkful that all these people believe in me and also agree with me. I am glad that people can finally see and hear what i have to say. Another thing i was going to say last night was that People dont have to listen or believe what other people say about them they only have to believe they are someone/something important. I mean if you ( Read more... )

Hey Paul! I use to think or wish the same thing. What it would be like to live someone elses life to not have to go home to an alcoholic father or my mother. I didnt make it easy on them and i know that. I havent been the best of friends to anyone. Really i am suprised that the friend i live with can still be my Best friend after all these years. I ( Read more... )

Hey! Well someone sent me an annoymous comment saying that they dont believe that i can change. Well it wont be easy but who said life is? I dont know i hope that i prove them wrong. I think i did pretty well today! I mean i wasnt perfect and i am not trying to be but hey it is a start. Brooke sent me one as well and i really hope that she enjoys ( Read more... )

Well, Today was an okay day! I mean i really didnt do much but hey whatever. I actually put the whole changing myself to use. Like when i was really mad at Tasha i decided to ignore her and not let it get to me no matter what. I was hard but i think this will pay off in the long run. I have to go to bed early so i am going to let you go. I have to ( Read more... )