Depressed due to a plethora of issues.
Lately I've been waking up refreshed from the medication that I've been taking which has been aiding my sleep. But the more it works, and the more my parents comment on "how much we like you when you are on this drug" the more depressed I become. I feel like they only like me when I'm medicated. It's so unnerving. My mom says they don't mean it
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My parents tell me that I seem so much happier and so much "better" when I'm medicated, but I completely hate it for the most part.
It literally kills me inside to know that I can't just wake up in the morning and be perfect as myself. It kills me to know that I need to be medicated to not want to kill me.
But at the same time, we're both trying to balance it out. And maybe right now I feel nothing, and I'm bitter about it and I'm numb, but it's giving me the time I need away from knives and razor blades to try to fix myslef up...
And I don't know your whole situation, and I don't even really know you that well, but I do know that you need to keep on your medication. Because whatever you're so medicated for, and whatever you're taking pills for, you really just need the pills to get your body into more of a workable state- so you (and whoever is helping you- doctors, family, etc) can fix yourself, so that you can really be the Trinny-Poo that we all love, so that you can ( ... )
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