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[prayerswritten]

4am.
i woke from a dream. 
a horrible one. 
my mother had died. 
i couldn't find her.
no one had told me she had died. 
I felt like her ghost was following me everywhere
but i couldn't see her
or talk to her
and i just started screaming and crying. 
i woke up shaking and crying. 
it was one of those dreams that you feel in your core
and you almost can't tell

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[newyorkatheart]

I care and I'm sure she was glad to hear you were concerned for her, even if she didn't show it. She loves you, even if she can't show it the way you want her to, or support you the way she wants you to. It doesn't make her behavior right, or acceptable, but I KNOW she feels that way. Plus I'm cool and I think you're nifty! so there!