peanut is keeping her chin up, barely.

Jul 25, 2007 22:36

some days

my mantra

is

'keep your chin up, peanut.'

right now i feel kinda nauseous.... 
    sick to my stomach 
because
some days
i want to say thank you
and i don't know how. 
     for being the only thing that saved me.

right you im scared
and i don't ( Read more... )

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newyorkatheart July 31 2007, 13:35:52 UTC
1. I will never leave you alone. EVER. So if you're fear is coming from there...be relieved. I'm not going anywhere. Seriously if you couldn't scare me off by puking all over me and such, nothing you do now is gonna make me budge.

2.Did I say "keep your chin up peanut!?" I think I did. Its a good mantra anyway. Even if it wasn't me.

3. You will not make the same mistakes because you know what they look like now. You're not a Harry Potter character who is posessed by someone else making decisions for them. You have the amazing gift of free will. And Even if you slip back into some of your old ways, you will recognize them sooner and make changes before you let things get bad again, because you don't want to be there again. And when you feel weak you have support. You just have to find it in the right people and places.

and most importantly...

4. I LOOVE THE SHIT OUT OF YOU! So seriously! LOVE!

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