holiday fun!,,...... & frustration!
so,, my holiday did not turn out to be as bad as i had anticipated given the circumstances....
i got lots of really cool stuff, aside from the big superly overly pink comforter that my mom thought i liked?!?!?! hello,, im not 5 anymore. (which is, by the way, the last time she probably knew anything about me) oh well, ill have to find out from my sister where she bought it and hopefully get some sort of store credit! she did however, finally buy me a tripod for my camera. yippie! (next year, just stick to the list mom) i cant wait to chanel all my energy towards photos again....
speaking of photos, erin actually agreed to do some photos with me, and im super excited about that...our ideas were always good together.
among those things, i got
- a grand total of $275 in target giftcards
- $50 walmart giftcard
- $50 to publix AND chili's
- clothes that rock
- picture frames
- a compass with a card from my dad that said, "no matter where you are, you will always have this to help you find your way home" <3
- two awesome make-up/jewlry bags
- typical bath/lotion stuff
- this really cool marilyn monroe wood round case, (no idea what they are called) but when you open the first one, there is another one, when you open that one, there is another one, and so on, (until they cant get any smaller)
- a cool name description/framable art thing
- a necklace
*and some other stuff i cant remember because its still in the trunk of my car.....
*there is a little more to open later today from friends.... :-)
so, with that said, im going to target later to buy a bike. wooo hoooo. that way, i can ride downtown and on saturdays to the farmers market and to starbucks all the time. ::enter random thought:: i really cant wait for the time change, when there is acutally light past 6p.m.
yesterday, i went to islands of adventure in orlando (immediately following a very flat/busted tire on I-4).....SO FRUSTRATING! SO GOT OVER IT! SO COLD! SO FUN! enough said. im sure there will be pictures on my myspace soon enough!
well, aside from the whole tire ordeal, there wasn't that much frustration, but just enough yesterday to remind me how crappy people really are....
meredith, of course,,.....must think she is god or think i actually owe her something, or perhaps is so selfish and self absorbed that she cant see past her own fucking mirror of happiness (which most likely is it). i'm being so nice after the whole break-up, i wanna date your friend now, i just dont love you like that anymore, out of the blue thing, like extremely going out of my way nice, kinda nice. not only is the cable AND the gas in my name, which i was going to leave on until she caught up with money, but we split the furniture, not so evenly, (me of course getting the lesser of it all), and have a joint bank account (which was mine for over 5 years that i added her to cause she cant get her own), (stupid i know...ssshhh) which i offered to let her keep, and go out of my way to open a new account for myself, and was the one to move out of the house (very quickly) and find a new place to live.....::takes breath:: she has the nerve to call me yesterday and DEMAND a check (which my name is on) to pay rent and the spare key back (when my name is also on the lease until march 31st)...on the message she left (cause i wont answer the phone) she screamed at me and cursed at me wanting to know "what the big fucking deal was with leaving her a check", and "she THOUGHT i was going to be nice about the whole thing", (i told her to just get a money order, god forbid she do something on her own) i mean, REALLY, she can spend over $200 on taking her new g/f out to lunch and dinner and go out drinking with her, but she doesnt have time to go to the bank OR to get a money order?!!?!?!?! wtf?!?!? its no longer my responsibility to do these things for her....
so, the moral of the frustrating story is,,....im an idiot for letting her move in, adding her to my bank, and staying with her during all of her drama, only to wind up being aggrevated because all that i was offering to do for her just isnt enough! fuck that, seriously, im over it. today, during my wonderful lunch hour, im going to the bank and handling this crap (cause this is the second time she has overdrawn the account by $200.00 since we broke up on December freakin' 9th) hello!!!! how hard is it to look at the account online and NOT spend money you dont have?!!??!!? im also cancelling the cable AND the gas! then,, ill write her the nicest little note explaining how things really work when you break up....afterall, if things didn't end bad, they wouldn't end right?!!? no more mrs. nice lady for me. *and everytime i think about being nice, ill remember to look at the new pictures she has on her myspace of how happy she is and look at the bank account from her buying amy food and gifts! god, i could say so much.....rawr! (i almost seriously just threw up in my mouth).....
::sigh:: thank god its almost lunch time. i need to clear my mind.....
i got lots of really cool stuff, aside from the big superly overly pink comforter that my mom thought i liked?!?!?! hello,, im not 5 anymore. (which is, by the way, the last time she probably knew anything about me) oh well, ill have to find out from my sister where she bought it and hopefully get some sort of store credit! she did however, finally buy me a tripod for my camera. yippie! (next year, just stick to the list mom) i cant wait to chanel all my energy towards photos again....
speaking of photos, erin actually agreed to do some photos with me, and im super excited about that...our ideas were always good together.
among those things, i got
- a grand total of $275 in target giftcards
- $50 walmart giftcard
- $50 to publix AND chili's
- clothes that rock
- picture frames
- a compass with a card from my dad that said, "no matter where you are, you will always have this to help you find your way home" <3
- two awesome make-up/jewlry bags
- typical bath/lotion stuff
- this really cool marilyn monroe wood round case, (no idea what they are called) but when you open the first one, there is another one, when you open that one, there is another one, and so on, (until they cant get any smaller)
- a cool name description/framable art thing
- a necklace
*and some other stuff i cant remember because its still in the trunk of my car.....
*there is a little more to open later today from friends.... :-)
so, with that said, im going to target later to buy a bike. wooo hoooo. that way, i can ride downtown and on saturdays to the farmers market and to starbucks all the time. ::enter random thought:: i really cant wait for the time change, when there is acutally light past 6p.m.
yesterday, i went to islands of adventure in orlando (immediately following a very flat/busted tire on I-4).....SO FRUSTRATING! SO GOT OVER IT! SO COLD! SO FUN! enough said. im sure there will be pictures on my myspace soon enough!
well, aside from the whole tire ordeal, there wasn't that much frustration, but just enough yesterday to remind me how crappy people really are....
meredith, of course,,.....must think she is god or think i actually owe her something, or perhaps is so selfish and self absorbed that she cant see past her own fucking mirror of happiness (which most likely is it). i'm being so nice after the whole break-up, i wanna date your friend now, i just dont love you like that anymore, out of the blue thing, like extremely going out of my way nice, kinda nice. not only is the cable AND the gas in my name, which i was going to leave on until she caught up with money, but we split the furniture, not so evenly, (me of course getting the lesser of it all), and have a joint bank account (which was mine for over 5 years that i added her to cause she cant get her own), (stupid i know...ssshhh) which i offered to let her keep, and go out of my way to open a new account for myself, and was the one to move out of the house (very quickly) and find a new place to live.....::takes breath:: she has the nerve to call me yesterday and DEMAND a check (which my name is on) to pay rent and the spare key back (when my name is also on the lease until march 31st)...on the message she left (cause i wont answer the phone) she screamed at me and cursed at me wanting to know "what the big fucking deal was with leaving her a check", and "she THOUGHT i was going to be nice about the whole thing", (i told her to just get a money order, god forbid she do something on her own) i mean, REALLY, she can spend over $200 on taking her new g/f out to lunch and dinner and go out drinking with her, but she doesnt have time to go to the bank OR to get a money order?!!?!?!?! wtf?!?!? its no longer my responsibility to do these things for her....
so, the moral of the frustrating story is,,....im an idiot for letting her move in, adding her to my bank, and staying with her during all of her drama, only to wind up being aggrevated because all that i was offering to do for her just isnt enough! fuck that, seriously, im over it. today, during my wonderful lunch hour, im going to the bank and handling this crap (cause this is the second time she has overdrawn the account by $200.00 since we broke up on December freakin' 9th) hello!!!! how hard is it to look at the account online and NOT spend money you dont have?!!??!!? im also cancelling the cable AND the gas! then,, ill write her the nicest little note explaining how things really work when you break up....afterall, if things didn't end bad, they wouldn't end right?!!? no more mrs. nice lady for me. *and everytime i think about being nice, ill remember to look at the new pictures she has on her myspace of how happy she is and look at the bank account from her buying amy food and gifts! god, i could say so much.....rawr! (i almost seriously just threw up in my mouth).....
::sigh:: thank god its almost lunch time. i need to clear my mind.....