I didn't expect turning twenty to be this eventful. I really didn't. After a couple of silly 'why's-noone-congratulating-me' episodes, the day went on sailingly.

Had dinner with ex-Boulevard-ers who just graduated. Reminiscing the old days, talking, laughing, taking pictures and all that. All set to go home when my boyfriend said he needed to take ( Read more... )

I'm not sure if we will meet again. I guess it depends on which company you're in. And when you're gone, you're gone. So soon, so soon, so long. But life it hurts for someone. And you're someone.
Some of Them Were Superstitious - Midlake

I don't know why I wrote those particular lyrics. I guess I'm just a sucker for sad lyrics.

My birthday is in two ( Read more... )

I tried harder, and what did I find? I'm glad I erased you, just in time.

my head is a whirlwind of thoughts. pros, cons, strength, weakness, opportunity, strength; but nothing seem to make much sense. what people say doesn't seem to make much sense either. it's november. that time of the year. the day that marks that you're not here. how the idea of listening to azure ray, time and time again, tires me. how there are ( Read more... )

Indeed, they will. In fact, they already did. Maybe I'm blessed (or cursed?) with it. Maybe I'll always fall for the wrong person at the wrong time. I'm not about to live through those Kleenex-consuming months anymore, so I'm putting an end to this virtual mind games. I won't question. I won't.. question ( Read more... )

I don't understand. He kept rambling like a madman.
I don't know whether to take his words seriously or not.
I don't know whether I made a mistake.
Whether I made an error in judgment.. for both of them.
I don't know if I should be relieved or not.
I don't know how to respond him.
I don't think he's sober.
He needs to stop messing around with my

just as I start missing you, there you were

Is it possible to miss someone you don't even know? I mean, someone you just vaguely know. I know he likes reading a lot. I know he's a movie geek. I know he's a bit weird sometimes. I know I don't know him all that well. But when he said 'Take care', it felt as though he's permanently disconnecting himself from me. And it felt wrong. And I don't ( Read more... )

Filosofi Siomay. Lagi-lagi balik ke situ. Normal kan kalo kita akan terus mencari siomay yang menurut kita paling enak? Contohnya siomay di depan gerbang SR. Nggak enak. Huek. Enakan siomay yang di Imam Bonjol, walaupun dari segi jarak, emang lebih convenient (aduh ini padanan katanya apa) buat makan siomay yang di gerbang SR. Bukannya bermaksud ( Read more... )

I don't know why I said yes ( Read more... )