Okay. I think I've finally learned to believe that he's just not that into me. And I'm still not in the right mood to start getting into someone else again. But there's this weird thing happening lately. Weird. Way weird. I don't know how I should react, what I should feel, other than.. weirdI hope I can get away with this unharmed. I could be that ( Read more... )

WHEN I'M THINKING ABOUT YOU

over the rooftops a plane in the sky
beat of a bass drum cars passing me by
under a bridge dark then back into light
a river of raincoats and a forest of faces

still for a moment then red into green
slow shuffling shoes whisper sight unseen
row upon row of houses return an empty stare
let the daydream for a ( Read more... )

Since posting this wishlist on my other blog would probably raise a few eyebrows, I'm doing it here instead, where no one I actually know will read it.. What's the point of doing it then? you ask.

Hmm. Good point. I'm still doing it anyway.

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Sometimes I wish people would just swallow their own problems like I did most of the time. It's not that I don't want to listen, and it's not that I don't want to be a good friend but sometimes some problems are better left untold, because even if you tell your bestest friend it wouldn't do any good, for there aren't any logical solution that your ( Read more... )

You know lingering around did no good, but somehow you keep doing it. You thought you're past the fact that he's not the one for you, but somehow you can't seem to muster up enough interest toward other people who’s apparently interested. No matter what your friends say, no matter what nice things those other people do, nothing stays in your head ( Read more... )

I don't understand how or why or when all this started. Why it became so hard for me to strike up a conversation with him. Why it became so hard for him to even say 'hi' to me. When we started dismissing each other's presence. I'm talking like there's a 'we' when there isn't, there never will be ( Read more... )

secret heart ( Read more... )

Let it die and get out of my mind
We don't see eye to eye
Or hear ear to ear

Don't you wish that we could forget that kiss ?
And see this for what it is
That we're not in love

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the startIt was hard to tell just how I felt ( Read more... )

newsflash: one of my house-mate also has that pair of futuristic converse!! Aarghh!I escaped to Jakarta today. Bandung was getting a bit too overwhelming for me ( Read more... )

A couple of weeks ago, I borrowed a book from my friend. The Complete Guide to Digital Graphic Design. Published by Thames and Hudson. Editors Bob Gordon and Maggie Gordon. It looks very expensive. And I think he bought it abroad. I've been carrying it around since last week because I needed it for reference of my assignment ( Read more... )