I give up!

Mixing up what I should be doing and who I should be with. Feeling like that a lot. Not being in the right place at the right time. I left something important at home. Someone else should be here. I'm anxiously waiting. Losing a wallet. I can't tell who is in front of me and who is behind me. Buyer's Remorse. Caged animals. Nicotine addicts minus ( Read more... )

I talked to Molly yesterday. I told her I thought it would be nice if I saw her ocassionally, I said I feel like I need new people to be around and if she ever had the time she should get a hold of me. All she wants is this temple marriage, I suppose. She doesn't seem to care about much aside from Doug and their future plans together. She'll be one ( Read more... )

Here's something interesting about smoking. If I shot off a gun or banged on some trash cans all of a sudden your brain would be like, 'What the fuck?!' If I did it a second time what do you think your brain would do ( Read more... )

Mind over Body. Divers who hold their breath and control their body functions with their mind can last half an hour or so without air ( Read more... )

Certain illnesses sweep across large communities, and then we learn that no such illnesses ever existed. Men and women recover memories of having been sexually abused as children. Whoosh, no they don't, their parents are reinstated as the most loving and laudable people you could imagine. Genocide occurs; no it doesn't. Nuclear waste contaminates ( Read more... )

I can believe things that are true and I can believe things that aren't true and I can believe things where nobody knows if they're true or not. I can believe in Santa Clause and the Easter Bunny and Marilyn Monroe and the Beatles and Elvis and Mister Ed. Listen - I believe that people are perfectible, that knowledge is infinite, that the world is ( Read more... )

I was with a bunch of people who were all extremely irritated with me and I was trying to stay out of the way. We were wandering around the wilderness somewhere where we were seeing lions and a moose, everything. Everyone was standing in a group doing I'm not sure what and I wandered a few feet ahead of them. I saw something walking through the ( Read more... )

I know more than I can express in words, and the little I can express would not have been expressed, had I not known more.

So. I got a job. I'm sure the only reason I got it is because I know someone that works there. Its been a nice summer break, I suppose. I need to do something with my time because I've turned into a 24 hour party person. The unfortunate part of that is that now it feels more like an obligation than it does fun. I have next to no responsibilities, ( Read more... )