those good ol' days

[preciousbitch]

*sigh* i miss the old days:'0( a convo with mauri brought up such old but good memories, n i didnt really realize before until now that our trio has deteriorated completely:'0(  even anas mom used to call us the three stooges, lol but where has that gone? right out the window, & i think we're all to blame:'0( its just sad, all those good ass

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[sweetbitch69]

i feel the EXACT same way.. it sucks that bob doesnt like me.. but to tell the truth.. everything hasnt been ok for a LONG while already. my mom asks about him all the time.. shes so fuckin disturbed by the way the he has become.. and im not covering up for myself or you cuz we've ALL changed over the years.. sadly, but uninevitably..you dont know what i would give for things to be like they were before everything.. before sex, before arguments, before boyfriends/girlfriends.. id give it all to just have everythng go back to.. Bob, Ana, & Mel "B.F.F.L" nothing more nothing less. but he is how he is.. i KNOW he talks shyt about me just like he used to talk shyt about sarah or jay or whoever.. and ofcourse hes nice to my face when he sees me cuz i havent disrespected so why should he.. but you guys forget.. that i KNOW him.. i KNOW how he is.. and i KNOW hes never gona change.. just like i KNOW that things will never be the same no matter how bad i want it to be. Its just impossible. ='(

[sweetbitch69]

inevitably** ((not uninevitably))

[preciousbitch]

i wasnt talking about bob not liking you, i guess i should of been specific but i wasnt talking about him not liking you, he really had nothin to do with it. well he does but not meaning what i said..i meant jon not likeing him, n i know he respects you by not sayings anything or doing anything, but what i was tryin to say is that IF we were all to go out n do somethin or w.e id feel uncomfortable knowing that he doesnt like him, dunno why its just me..it kinda makes me feel bad..altho i know it has nothin to do with me, and what i think about a lot is that i wonder if jon even likes me n hes just nice cuz im ur friend, i dunno just one of those moods, n its not like bob doesnt come over on purpose i mean IM barely at ur house lol..n when i am its when we're all chilling together its always something cuz even if we were to chill with sarah or other people..jannier doesnt even like him around, n im pretty sure jon doesnt either altho he doesnt say anything out of respect for you, so its like when i wanna chill with you AND bob at the

[sweetbitch69]

well jon doesnt have a problem with bob.. youve got it ALL wrong.. jon has a problem with the way bob treats US.. both u and I.. he doesnt say anything about it cuz ive told him not to.. i dont want the whole jay situation to happen again.. he loves hangin with u.. usually he'll suggest that u come when we go out or w.e.. and sometimes we do go out.. the whole bob story is that he talks shyt alot.. and well it not only bothers him but it bothers me.. me more ofcourse because i REALLY miss being his friend.. he would never mind if i wanted to hang with u n bob or if we ALL hung out together.. he knows how hapy it would make me for ALL of us to get along.. which is what he tried to do at the begining before the whole fight.. teh point is.. that he doesnt dislike bob because of him or anything.. he just doesnt like the way he treats us ((which ofcourse is different towrds me now because we kinda fell apart)) just like sarah and i .. but thats a diff story and u know whats the deal with that.. i hope one day she realizes how fucked up she