A Man Who Cried In The Dark
Pairing : Yunho/ Changmin
Note : This fiction contain of sex, rape, violence, incest, bipolar disorder, murder, multiple orgasm.
Author : Me! Preciousyunmin XD/\XD
Summary : Life after Changmin forced to have sex with yunho, his brother.
This fic is sequel from this one
http://preciousyunmin.livejournal.com/2898.html
In his 17 birthday, young changmin realized that his affection for his older brother was not typical brotherly love. He was in love with Yunho, and had been for a long time.
They always fooling around when they were teenagers, doing at first seemed like a pretty normal for every sibling. Yunho is two years older than him, he always such a protective brother to changmin. Yunho is mature, kind and gentle to everyone, but if someone dare to lays a hand on Changmin, his temper will change instantly.
Changmin remember when yunho almost expelled from high school because fighting with four boys who bullying changmin. Yunho just went there and punch out three of them, kicked the last one in his stomach and grabbed his neck “If you dare to come near him again, I will kill you understand?” he said in dark low tone voice make the boy he had in his hand look terrified of him and nodded his head.
Changmin remember how warm yunho hug at that time.
Yunho is everything for changmin and so do changmin for him. Being seventeen, Changmin had very ignorant about a lot of things in the matter of romance. He never saw the importance of it. Not because no girl who like him, in fact he quiet popular for his handsome features and his tall body built, but really he never has any plan to date anyone.
It just because he thought of it as something that wasted his times to date a girl. Or because he only has eyes on yunho and think that as long as yunho there for him, he doesn’t need anyone as his friend or his lover.
But it was totally opposite case for yunho. As the time passed, Changmin saw Yunho holding hand with a girl. He felt so angry with it, he stop talking to yunho and went to school by himself, never let yunho to pick him up at school anymore.
His parents and even yunho, was confused with changmin attitude, they never fight before, always has good term as a brother.
But how could he say it? How could he say his feeling, that he actually jealous everytime Yunho with someone else, whether is he or she. Because he just wanted Yunho for him, only for him.
One day Changmin heard that Yunho broke up with the girl, Changmin jumped in happiness and giggled whole day. He said “Good morning Hyung” with wide smile he ever had, after abandoned yunho for two months.
When their parents died, they only have each other. Sometimes changmin walked into Yunho bedroom, saying that he can’t sleep and missed their mom so much as a reason to sleep in his room.
Changmin missed his parents, but to have life that they shared now, just two of them, he willing to loss everything he has.
Yunho groan when changmin tightened up his ass, his cock suddenly exploded hot cums all the way up in his brother tight ass. Changmin grabbed his own cock and jerked it. He screamed in delight when minutes later let go of his seed in his hyung stomach, he collapsed on yunho shoulder. Panting and gasping.
Changmin look at the rain from the window, he waited for Yunho to come home. The night when that thing happened still vivid in his mind, he remember what happened three months ago when mafia breaking into their house and force changmin to have sex with Yunho.
It was gave a deep impact in their life especially for yunho. His hyung, once and forever is straight, he love the girl and dream that one day he’ll have many children and name one of his daughter Jiyeol.
Never ever he will fall for a guy, even if he does, he will never be changmin.
Everything has changed since that night, Yunho never look at him in the eyes again. Words never spoken between them, the house seems so big and empty because yunho more and more sinking into his job. Only home once in a week to take clean clothes and after that he disappeared again.
One night, changmin wake up after he heard the thunder boomed outside, the hard rain still poured outside. He look at his clock 02.30 am. He gets up from his bed and he went to yunho’s room.
He was always uncomfortable with storms, especially sounds of thunder, in the past, he will sneak into yunho’s bed when storms like this came.
But, is it okay for him to creeped into yunho’s bed like he usually did after all the things that happened between them?
He glanced briefly at his door before entering the room. Changmin knew that yunho was home tonight. He walks into the edge of the bed, the room is so dark, yunho always sleep without the light.
He shakes yunho’s body slowly.
“Hyung..” he whispered. Yunho eyelids fluttered open.
“Mm. ?” He mumbled sleepily.
“Can i.. sleep here tonight?” Yunho wide awake, he stared at his young brother for the longest time.
Yunho heard another thunder as changmin cover his ears with his palms.
Yunho nodded slightly “Come ..” changmin layed by his side. Yunho drifted off to sleep again and cover his body with blanket.
But changmin, he can’t close his eyes, changmin just stare at yunho’s back. The raindrops intensely beat against the window, yunho rolled his body to other side.
Their faces inches apart. They stared each other.
It was dark, but somehow it made changmin face glowing, like he is something of an angel. Yunho always regarded changmin as handsome but it was always from a brotherly point of view.
His mind was slowly remember when changmin soft lips brushing against his.
Yunho shivered, he shouldn’t to think of his dongsaeng that way. He never had before. He never did, but now he has to face reality that he had sex with changmin once.
Changmin feel so hot inside him and yunho never feel the pleasure like this before from his previous girlfriends when he had sex. He must be crazy, he thought. He must be crazy because he feel pleasure while he violating his brother.
The insane feelings that were flowing through him now completely make his mind blank. Yunho found himself reaching out his hand to lightly touch changmin’s cheek.
“Hyung..”
Changmin skin began to flush as his hyung hand brushing againt his warm cheek,
Yunho draw his hand back fast “I’m sorry” he said as his guilt began to build when he remembered that
night.
Yunho rolled his body again then fell back to sleep. Changmin bite his lips, slowly his hand resting on yunho’s hips. Yunho shuddered a little but he didn’t wake, pretending that he asleep and let his brother hug him from behind.
I knew you could never love me the way that I did. It was wrong and disgusting. But please.. please let me stay with you forever hyung
Another months passed, they relationship stay cold like that and changmin couldn’t find anymore reason to make yunho talk to him again. In Sunday morning changmin just wake up after the sunlight hit his eyes through the curtains. He looked at the clock, 6 : 21am, and grunted. He rolling over on his bed and decide to get up of bed to make breakfast.
Changmin walked to the kitchen, he stood there, froze, gazing at a man who cooking for breakfast there.
They just gazed at each other for a minute nothing was spoken from them, and it was Yunho who talk first.
“Hey.. you wake up?”
Changmin still stood there, he gave him simple nods. Yunho smiled at him “Good then take your shower first while I’m preparing our breakfast”
“Y..yes hyung” As he said he run himself to the bathroom. Hyung talk to me again. Yunho words rang in his ears as the water running down his body. He fastens his morning shower and rush to change his clothes to have breakfast with his hyung.
“Is it good?”
“Uhmm” changmin nodded, his mouth still chewing the food. Yunho laugh at the view and changmin blushed. Soon after they finished the breakfast yunho ask him to sit with him in living room.
Yunho make hot chocolate for him and they sit across each other, there is a little silence between them since it was the first time they start to talk again after that whole things happened.
“Do you remember Go ara min-ah?” Yunho broke the silence
“Your ex? Yeah I remember, why?" asked changmin try to distract his nervousness.
Yunho licked his lower lip, he took deep breath and start his words again “I’m gonna marry her min”
"What?” Changmin dropped his chocolate after he heard the words. Hot water poured in his pants, yunho tried to help him but changmin push his hand away from him harshly. The younger boy glared at him, he couldn't believe what he was hearing. Changmin stared at him with wide eyes full of horror and sadness.
"Is this a joke hyung?" he tried to calm his heart as possible. His eyes brimming with tears are at the point of overflowing.
"No. God. Changmin please calm down yourself, it’s not like I will abandon you after I marry her"
Changmin look at the envelope yunho hold in his hand, hesitated, he took it from his brother’s hand and read it. Tears slide down his face after he realized that it was wedding invitation.
“Changmin.. please .. don’t cry” Yunho noticing his shivering form, he pulls changmin closer to him, hold his body and hug him tightly and whispered in his ears “I promise nothing gonna change changmin”
“No!” Changmin break free his body from yunho’s embraces “You’ll marry her and build your own family and you’ll forget me!” Changmin scream in frustration.
Changmin feel so mess up, he never thought that yunho will get married, he always wanted yunho for himself. He steps away and run to the front door, leave yunho alone. He’s pretending not to hear yunho’s voice when his brother called him.
Yunho stood frozen in place, he let changmin go as he watched he run from him.
No! No! No! I’ll never let this wedding happens!
Changmin felt his heart being ripped away from his chest, the pain and misery he felt was nothing he had ever felt before. He prefer to die than to see yunho’s wedding.
You’re mine! Mine alone hyung! I’ll never let you go!
That day changmin came home at 4 am, drunk, he locked himself in his room. Yunho desperately try to talk with him but he didn’t open the door.
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Yunho sigh, he can’t concentrate in his work as a chef in restaurant. Frustrated he threw his cooking to trash can.
“Dude I need time to chill out, do you mind to take my order for a while?” Donghae raised his thumb and nodded, Yunho smiled.
“Thanks”
Yunho walk to back door behind the restaurant and sat on a stair. He took his cigarette from his pocket, and lighted it up. What happened last night is out of control.
He can’t believe it that Changmin will be that angry. He knew how protective changmin, but.. things are different after that night.
Yunho hardly to see changmin as his brother, sometime he felt this feeling of lust growing bigger everytime he remembered that night.
That’s why he avoid changmin as much as possible, fuck the girls around him just to make himself sure that he was still normal as ever and he wasn’t fall for him own brother.
Why changmin has to act like that?
No.
He lied.
He understood it better than anyone why Changmin so angry at him. Changmin love him more than anything, and Yunho too afraid to admit it that he love changmin too because right now his feeling is different, the love he has is love for a man to other man not brotherly love.
This wedding is his plan to run away from his own feeling.
His mind back when he felt his phone vibrates in his pocket, he looked at the screen and saw changmin’s name on it.
“Changmin??” he picked up the phone but no answer for him “Changmin? What happen?” he asked again confused. And then the phone’s dead.
“Shit!” Yunho throw the phone, he tried to call changmin but his brother turns his cell phone again. Yunho left his job and hurriedly coming home.
Something is not right and he has bad feeling about it.
God please don’t let anything bad happened to him.
Yunho parked his motorbike and breaking through the house.
“Changmin!”
There yunho saw his brother kissed and embraced by other man inside their house. He didn’t know what to do or say, he couldn’t believe his eyes.
That man sucking changmin cock so hungrily, he slipped his other hand down the back of changmin and worked his finger all the way into him, fucking fingering his young brother. They stopped and turning to look at yunho, they were just as shocked as yunho.
Changmin’s eyes met his. Yunho grabbed the man who was fucking changmin and break his face. Hard punches were thrown and some blood was gushing out of that stranger noses. Yunho had never felt angrier in his entire life, he keeps hitting him relentless until that man started pleading to yunho to forgive him.
Yunho’s white shirt was now covered with that man’s blood.
“Go before I kill you!” the stranger get up and hurriedly run to the front door.
Yunho breathing heavily, he narrowed his eyes and look at changmin who still naked on the sofa in their living room. Yunho walked closer to his brother, pulled his arms and push him against the wall.
"You fucking asshole!" Yunho yelled out rushing towards his young brother. He still full of anger and hurt, he wanting to punch changmin there. “How dare you let him touch you!”
“Hyung i..”
“Shut up!” Yunho cut his words before he could finish it.
Changmin felt his breath get short and his hearts racing when his brother reached over him and kissed his lips roughly. His lips were opened wanting more of yunho’s kiss. Their kiss became wetter and hotter when yunho slipped his tongue inside changmin’s mouth. Changmin moaned as his cock began to get erections.
Yunho stand behind him and pulled down his jeans while he was using his other hand to spread changmin’s ass apart.
“Ah!!” Changmin screamed in pain when he felt yunho’s cock enter him. Changmin was pushed against
the wall, yunho force him to stepped out of his legs to give better position so his cock could probed deeper in his ass. It was huge as ever.
Changmin gasped, yunho wasted no time and rammed it up in him all the way. No tenderness at all as
he slamming his cock deep into changmin over and over. Changmin couldn’t help crying out in pain.
“Hyung.. it hurts.. ah..” Yunho continued to pound his ass, he ignored changmin pain, his ass was hurting but yunho was still fucking him as hard as when he started even harder. “ah..Hyung.. slow down please..ah..you tear me apart”
“This is what you want changmin! I know you settled this whole thing! You want me to fuck you”
Yunho slammed it into him so hard and changmin cried out again, yunho raised one of changmin legs with his hand, wanted to go deeper inside him. He pushed his cock into him deeply, changmin gasp when yunho started fucking him faster, making him moan each thrust between pain and pleasure.
Changmin couldn’t stand it any longer, he jerked his cock violently and come after in his hand.
Yunho felt changmin’s walls tightened up, he pushed his cock further and faster as he felt his cock throb and second later he shoot his cum inside his brother ass.
“Ah changmin ..” he shooting over deep in his ass. Yunho shoot his last cum then rolled over changmin body to face him.
“Don’t you ever think it’s over yet Minnie” yunho spoke as he started to suck on changmin’s nipples. Changmin squirm, yunho moving down licking his cum that left in his belly.
Yunho kneeing on him and started to suck his cock, he went up and down on changmin’s shaft with his wet lips. Yunho licking his thigh but stopped when he spot something between changmin’s legs. It was blood that mingled with sperm, dripping from changmin’s butt hole.
“H..hyung..”
Yunho sad eyes were glued to the spot, changmin leaned closer to him and put his arms around yunho’s neck.
“I..i hurts you again changmin” Yunho began to apologize, he kept his eyes down trying not to look at his younger brother. His eyes were pleading a silent cry, seeing him in pain Changmin cupped yunho’s face with his palms.
“I’m fine hyung.. no matter how much you tear me apart I’ll be okay. As long as you stay with me” changmin giving him hug. “I love you hyung.. I love you so much”
Though yunho was surprised after hearing changmin’s confession but his doubt slightly fading away when he felt soft kiss in his lips. Their tongue curling together, changmin bite yunho’s bottom lips make the older boy moaned desperately for the pain.
Their lips parted for air as they catching their breaths. “Hyung.. hold me again, this time gently”
“But.. you hurted min-ah”
Changmin put his index finger in yunho’s lips to shut him.” I’m fine hyung, just make me yours”
Then yunho carry changmin in his arms to his bedroom, he lay above him. “Min-ah” he whispered softly. Changmin spread his legs, yunho took his legs on his shoulder. This time he preparing changmin properly. He licking his finger with saliva and gently put it in changmin’s hole. Cum was still dripping from there as changmin shivering from the feel. It was still pretty sore.
“You sure you okay?”
Changmin nods, “I’m fine hyung, just fuck me now”
Yunho rub his cock head against changmin’s ass, he just held it there, stroking it for few minutes before he pushing it lightly on changmin. He is going slowly to make sure this time he’s not hurting changmin again. Slowly he continued pushing it, changmin felt yunho’s balls were against his enterance.
“Ah..” Changmin felt his brother’s cock hit his prostate, yunho started to move his hips a little “T..there hyung, doing it again”
Yunho thrusting the same spot make the younger boy moaned between pleasure and pain. He move around inside him so gently, he went over to changmin’s neck and attack it with kiss mark there.
“I love you.. I love you so much hyung, please don’t leave me alone” Changmin whispering in his ear.
“I won’t min-ah, you’re forever mine” Yunholocked their mouth with another kiss. Changmin felt his cock started to throbbing, he ready to shoot his come., he jerked himself and after a few strokes he reach his orgasms.
Yunho felt changmin’s wall tightened up, he thrusting faster. He come with long groan, flood changmin’s inside with his seed. Yunho lay still on top of changmin after he shot his last cum into him. Their sweaty bodies sticking together, yunho breathing heavily, he looked at his younger brother and he caressed his cheek
“I love you changmin”
Changmin felt his heart pounding as the tears running down his cheek “I love you too hyung”
They both sleep together, naked.
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Next morning, changmin wake up first, he’s watching the sleeping man face beside him. Yunho is so beautiful laying like that. Changmin loved him too much and he would do anything to make yunho his.
But no need to worry anymore, after this yunho will always be with him.
Forever.
He tracks down everyone who blocked his way.
Taepoong. Their pet’s name. Died.
Changmin jealous of the dog, because yunho spent more time to play with taepoong more than him. He was only ten years old at that time, and suddenly the idea just pop up from his brain.
He took HCL from his chemistry lab and mixed it with the dog’s food. No one suspect him. When the dog died, yunho cried for whole week.
His parents. Died.
Well it was bad luck that his mom caught him when he kissed yunho while his brother sleeping. His mom told his father and after that their parents threaten him that they will send changmin away to live with their family in Japan if he can’t stop his feeling for Yunho, his older brother. He chuckled, for what he did to his parents’s car before that accident happened. Changmin cut the brake before they leave that night with the car. Police believe that it was an accident.
Go ara.
Yunho will leave her, but if that girl didn’t let yunho away, he already has back up plans. Make her disappear too from this earth.
Changmin smiled in satisfaction, who guess that his brilliant idea to bring random guy into their house and make yunho saw them having sex can be this succeed?
Now all of his wished granted, yunho will never leave him anymore. Maybe he should to thank to the mafia, if it was not because of them who started this, yunho will never be his.
His eyes traveled back to yunho’s face. He leaned closer, wanted to press his lips against that lips.
Hyung.. you’re mine .. I will never let you go from my cage, forever.
Don’t kill me kay? Well I don’t know either why I wrote this XD
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