"more afraid of life, then death..??"

[preciouzilusion]

I had a gun pointed at my head today. Its ironic how many times throughout this lifetime of mine, where I contemplated the thought of suicide. The emotion of lacking purpose would drown me in its absolute magnitude. Who would have thought that I would ever encounter a moment like this?..I've never been so terrified in my life..I really did think

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Buddha said no

[lightsdarkness]

That’s insane.. Why would anyone do that to you?¿ {or anyone else for that matter} .. Where were you?..was it the place and time?.. Did they take something from you? Was it a joke? .. In any case, its’ good you’re still around.., though time like those do make you realize thoughts of living and appreciating, the darker thoughts always seem to return...

Take Care!
_-JesteR

Re: Buddha said no

[preciouzilusion]

This man came into the store, right when we first opened. John was going to take over the cashwrap until Esquillo finished the box he was working on, on the sales floor. However, I noticed that the playstation wouldn't turn on, so I asked John to fix it, and I covered the cashwrap for him. So as the man who was dressed casually walked thru the door, I said 'how you doin'? and he smiled it me, as he continued 'talking' on the phone. He walked onto the sales floor, being greeted by john and was looking around, apparently never touching anything. He sat on the couch which surrounded the fish tank, and asked Esquillo to go get him a cup of water. Esquillo told him no, but offered the water fountain in front of the store. So this man who was still on his phone began walking off the sales floor, and I remember him telling whoever he was talking to how thirsty he was. As he was passing me, he told me 'don't worry i'll be back in a minute, i'm just going to go get a drink'. I didn't think twice about it. Then about a minute later, i see him

Its True

[lightsdarkness]

In short that is some crazy Shiet.. You really are a brave little Marshmallow!!

:A for Hug to you:
_-JesteR