Yes, I'm still whining

[preeminence_]

The denial is starting to lift now that she's gone. I say "starting" because I know that it will get worse, and I'm not looking forward to that. The level of emotional devastation I'm experiencing right now is... complete. That's the only word I can think of - every corner, every pore of my life is full of grief. Everywhere that there once was

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[viral_blaze]

these entries make me so sad because i am currently going through something similar. i gave up on a two and a half year relationship to give my best friend a chance, and basically got my heart completely broken. and the thing is, i still love him. im still more than willing to be with him and make him happy. it sucks that even though he has hurt me worse than anyone ever has, i am still completely in love with him. why is love so complicated and hard?

"what could be worse than the totally agony of being in love?"

"ugh youre right. total agony."