so, just got back from the fire station, i guess they take there jobs and training really seriusly beacuse 4 instructors showed up to teach me alone, those people are some of the nicest around, they always welcome me with a big smile, they make me feel like one of them, i will be one day

ok so ive said this to you before but im gunna say it again fuck you fate FUCK YOU

so my mom left, shes investigating some plane crash and cant tell us anything more, i dont know when she will be back, i wanna hang out its saturday and im bored shitless, someone call me 669-9192

vengeance: with great force or violence
sometimes this very thought keeps me going until i realize that nothing really matters, we are all just rotting flesh and bone brilliantly, magnificently, and randomly constructed, just a piece of meat. but i am fucking pissed off, so vengence is still on my mind

so today, went to that school thing, then went to that work thing, and now im on this computer thing,i need to climb, i wish dave cwas coming home, i'm really pissy latley so i'm sorry for that. don't mess with me for the next few days even if your kidding around i honestly cant handle anything right now, theres to much noise in this places, i want ( Read more... )

wow, my rib has been acting up really bad latley with the changing weather and all its wednesday, i dont know how im going to make it through school with this, geez im such an idiot i deserve this, i just wish i could live a day without pain, whatever, i deserve it, im outta here i just figured out how to make it.

third attempt at cadarack crack:failed ( Read more... )

ok so went out and bought myself a camera its amazing, as it should be for the price ( Read more... )

alright bitches, doug is making his third attempt this month to hit up the lake, me charlie and eric so far,i'll hopefully hit up misery, turks head, and monster, although i dont know if thats so possible seeing as some are on the east bluff and some are on the west bluff

so today i quit smoking, its a nasty habbit and im done, ive wanted to quit for a while now, now im done thanks to someone that helped me out, and no one who told me that i couldnt, thank you katy,

oh yea and one more thing, i got my check from the government today, fuck them for trying to trick me out of it