How did I fuck this one up?

That was an amazing 24 hour turn around!
AAhhhh

I'm going to fucking Columbia, bitches!

::giggle::

So it hurts that I don't even have a chance to retain my dignity (i.e. read for fucking miss adelaide) even if I didn't "make" the singing audition. Why does this matter so much? Eh, it does, I can't help it. I wish people wouldn't have said oh you got this (I knew I hadn't). I wish I would have stayed with my belief that I can act better then a ( Read more... )

watch this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4&mode=related&search

so whatcha think?
in light of my current level of stress and apathy, i think this is a very good project, dear.

...but I need to just get some stuff off mind, well ha it won't work, but it will help ( Read more... )

Tiger returned. He's dying. He's breathing is unsteady. We think there is internal damage. And yet, I'm not strong enough to go with Mum to put him to sleep.

Edit: He's better. And his tail is being amputated, but everything else was ok. :)

what a day/night/28hours or however long it's been. although you wake up without a  headache, being buzzed all morning and not getting a real hangover until the afternoon is fun, you just waste more of your day. going to work at 9 is not cool either. seeing levi after 14 months. craziest, cutest day. dayum he's fine. ok ao i have rehearsal and ( Read more... )

[RICH]
[ ] You go tanning
[ ] You watch The OC/Laguna Beach/The Hills.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You love going to the mall.
[x] You take your cellphone everywhere
[ ] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[x] You love Starbucks.
[ ] You have been called a brat.
[x] You own oversized glasses
[ ] You get a large allowence.
Total: 4

[GOTH]
[x] Black is one of your ( Read more... )

I AM: exhausted, reading anna karenina, about to go to bed...
I WANT: to figure certain relationships out and see certain peolpe more often
I HAVE: new jeans that make me look sexy
I WISH: i would have started anna karenina sooner
I HATE: that boys are confusing
I MISS: you
I FEAR: applying to college, starting school, being rejected
I HEAR: hum of cpu ( Read more... )

new mantra: "only one more year" directions. recite. repeat. continue repeating until "situation" has resumed to "normal ( Read more... )

I'm ready to leave. APlit. I can't really stand my family anymore. AP Cal BC. Or the fact that I don't drive and don't have a car. Drama IV. Or that the family only has one working car. AP Macro. And I'm constantly bumming rides off other people. Choir. What the hell? AP Comp. So today has been frustrating in that respect. Asian Studies. And I'm ( Read more... )