I don't what to do anymore... I can't stop crying... I can barely see what I'm typing right now... I just got off the pphone with him... I just... I'm so tired of having to be away from him .. I want to be with him so badly and I can't even put into words when I'm on the phone iwth him and I don't know how else to get him to understand... I love ( Read more... )

So I think I was about as productive for two hours earlier today as I will be all week... I got my first Ethics paper back (the one I wrote in 3 hours the morning it was due after I got up at 6am after going to bed at 5am and handing it in at 10am)... yeah, so I got a B, which I was pretty pleased with considering the circumstances... that doesn't ( Read more... )

So this was the most awful Halloween ever. It didn't even feel like Halloween, except for the whole "bad dream" accept of it. I hate this time of the year and I hate how every time one aspect of life seems to get settled, another one comes crashing down to let you know that the world is in fact flawed and your life will never be perfect. I haven ( Read more... )

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Sooooo RED SOX WON THE WORLD SERIES... South Park was hilarious, as was the Daily Show... and the premiere of Drawn Together on Comedy Central made my life... something so un-PC just draws you to it... it's awesome, everyone should watch... but now I'm going to bed, cuz I have a long day tomorrow capped off by seeing Team America with my housemates ( Read more... )

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It sucks when the one person you hate the most... is yourself. I may be being melodramatic but I hate my life right now... thoroughly hate it and feel like such a failure. I don't know what to do with myself at this point.. I feel like I'm gonna cry but I won't let myself... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... this doesn't even make sense to any of you.. this ( Read more... )

so back from London... wish I was still there cuz I don't feel like going back to school and doing work and shit... London was awesome... I'll update more later when I'm not still on London time (it's like 4:30am there... granted I'd just be going to bed anyway but still)... I all of a sudden have that song by 3LW, "No More" stuck in my head... ( Read more... )

::sigh::

I just don't know anymore... maybe I'll be able to talk more later.

Goodnight