you're the words that come out easy and i am speechless at best..
maybe i just need to know i was wrong.
maybe i took things the wrong way..
i dont want it to be like this, but you made it seem as though you didnt want anything. well if you do, prove me wrong. i didnt know how to handle some of the things you said to me. what was i supposed to say? i guess things like that really do matter to you. it sucks because i really did have a good time with you. im sorry if you wasted your time and everything and you turned out to not like me.
it hasnt hurt like this in years.
in fucking years.
i dont even remember how to handle it anymore,
great to have a reminder.
also, i dont want anyone to tell me im over reacting, and to tell me i dont know what im talking about. ive never ever liked someone so quickly in my entire life. i dont want to feel better, i want to have it all back. i dont want to be okay without him, i want to be okay with him. god, im sure i sound obsessive. whatever. i dont fucking care.